Ive just been reading an older post of mine “Source Energy” and realise how much I have changed. When I wrote that post, I was very new on this journey, experiencing some wild events, and felt Source Energy only when deeply meditating or during those wild-ride happenings! But how intensely it was felt!
In those early days (gosh, not even two years ago!) the energy was way too much for me to handle. It felt too strong, over-powering, so intense it was almost impossible to breathe. I sizzled, almost exploding out of my skin. I would visibly vibrate, the intensity was so high. It also felt addictive, I wanted more, but wasn’t ready for more. I couldn’t handle what I had!
Since then I have experienced the ups and downs of life; I have been to the pits of despair in my Dark Night of the Soul and have slowly worked my way back, a much wiser and calmer person. And my perception of Source Energy has totally changed.
My DNOTS has completely changed my view of the world. I now view everything through Love. Matt Khan is right: whatever appears, Love that.
And with that great Love, comes the ability to hold, to conduct, Source Energy indefinitely. Every breath in, draws in Energy. Every breath out, projects that loving Energy into your world. Without cease. You don’t need to contain a vast reservoir of Energy. It is all around you, it is within you. It is you. Simply breathe. The ‘high,’ the jitters, the visible vibration, these were because in my inexperience I was trying to hold on to that Energy. To store it up for the times I couldn’t connect. Now I know that isn’t necessary.
This difference is profound and leaves me wondering what deep insights, wonders and changes will occur in future years? But for now….
Every breath in…….
Every breath out…….
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