Posted in 2021

What’s the Point?

I am one of the Krones of the International Koalition of Krones. This is a Transcript of my talk on the IKoK Chat on June 4th, 2021.

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In the last chat I delved a little deeper into how we deal with our problems, and I talked about the need to take action steps.   Today, I’m going to delve a bit deeper again.  This issue, of needing to take action steps,  is a fundamental  building tool that we are not using correctly and that is, in many ways, holding us back from being able to come together in a way that can highlight the future that we want to see this Collective moving towards.

On the 5th of May, people all around the world started 108 Days of Sacred Meditation, and the aim of that meditation is to create the necessary Metamorphosis for the Collective Consciousness of Humanity and to bring into existence the energy of its Bliss.

Metamorphosis is the changing of one thing into something totally different.  Think of a caterpillar changing into a butterfly.  At the moment we, the Collective, we are the caterpillar and all we are thinking of is satisfying our needs.  What we, as individuals, want.

And what IS our Bliss?  What is it that we, the Collective Consciousness of Humanity are really seeking for the future of our species?  I know I have my ideas, as an individual, of what I want to future to look like, but I am only one tiny little thread of the Collective.  I can easily envisage how I want it to look for the next 10 years or so – after that it gets a bit tricky.  And when we stretch it out, like, 50 years…   Well, I pretty much expect to be pushing up daisies by then, so do I need to worry about that? 

Well.  Yes I do.  For several reasons. 


First:  How I act upon the choices I make today, will affect those who are living when I – in this human body, are not living any more.


Second:  And this is going to upset a lot of Starseed who think they are finished with this human life and are ‘going home’ when they exit this world.  Wrong.  The only thing that we are finished with is the work we first came here to do.  That’s where that strong feeling of finalising comes from.  It’s the Work that’s been completed.  The planet is now at a sufficiently high level that the Energy can support the Great Awakening that is happening.  We’ve done that job BUT we have more work to do.  You know that just by looking around you.  We are not at the end-game yet and we WILL be back.  Think about how you want the world to look when you do come back.  In 50 years.  A hundred years.  A thousand years!  If we make bad choices now, we don’t get to escape the consequences!


Third:  We are all ONE.  We have a habit of just saying those words without feeling right into what they mean; without understanding the depth and the emotion and the Energy.  We ARE all One.  We are fractal parts of each other and of Source.  What we do to each other we do to our Self.  If we don’t make the right choices, we will hurt other people, other beings – and that means we are hurting our own Self.  That’s a tricky one to get your head around, I know.  But it is Truth.

I’m going to take a little sidestep here.  We’ll get back to that lot at another time, but right now I want to stop and have a think about the choices that we ARE making right now.  Choices as individuals.  Choices pertaining to the stuff I’ve been talking about for the last couple of chats.  I’m going to step right into the physical side of our lives. 

A month or so ago my guides gave me a nudge to go check a French Philosopher called Rene Descartes.  I’m sure a lot of you have heard of him.  I’d heard the name, but knew nothing of him.  The thing that my guides were sending me to look at was that he is the chappie who is responsible for our current medical point of view.  He decided that he was going to prove the existence of God and along the way he worked out – erroneously in my mind – that the physical and the spiritual aspects of a human can actually survive independent of each other.  Hmmm… 

The upshot is that medicine started to view the human body as a mechanical system.  The soul / spirit / mind had nothing to do with the mechanics of the human body.  And over time we were taught that we cannot heal our own bodies, we need the equivalent of a car mechanic;  that we need the aid of doctors and drugs.  And you know what?  There are lots of instances where that is totally correct,  we do need our modern medical knowledge and expertise, but the problem is that we have come to a situation where when we are unwell, we visit a doctor and we ‘hand over’ our symptoms. We give the doctor a list – verbally, written, however – of all the things we are experiencing – our symptoms – and we look to the doctor to fix it.  We abdicate responsibility for our ill health.  We don’t recognise and acknowledge that the dis-ease could be something of OUR making – maybe our food choices or lack of exercise or allowing stress to get out of control. Whatever it is, we go to the doctors to get it all sorted out.

We get a diagnosis and usually a script for medication.  Again, nothing wrong with that when needed, but the problem is that we have generally abdicated responsibility for our Self.  And when we include our Spiritual Self – because we now know that the physical body and the spiritual body are not separate, we find again so many people who are unwell, who ask for Energy Healing, for prayers, and are expecting the results to be just like a doctor visit.  They ask for help and lots of people do send healing energy and prayers, and that is lovely – but what are the people receiving this energy doing on their end?  Are they taking action steps to fix the situation that has come about; or are they waiting for that energy to flow over and through them and fix all the problems without them having to do the hard yakka.

In the last chat I spoke of how I used the Energy that was shared with me when I was seriously ill.  I outlined the Action Steps I took.  I talked of how I took strength from the care of those people around me and I mentioned that none of that Energy was given in a way that is considered as Spiritual Healing Energy.  But Energy is simply energy, whatever it’s source.  It was the practical care of doctors, physios, chiropractors; the people I worked with; family; friends and strangers that I received.

I mentioned how I had a choice:  I could use that Energy to accept my illness, to accept that wheelchair.  I could have ignored and negated all the energy and assistance given to me and slumped into despondency and depression – and still ended up in that wheelchair.  I could have taken that energy and done nothing with it; expected it to fix my illness in the manner of a miracle – and then perhaps got angry, and despondent and depressed because it didn’t work.  But I chose differently and it was that choice that has lead me, directly, to being here talking with you.

I’m going to tell you another story.  When my first husband died, a lot of people helped me.  On the day of his funeral we heard of a group of thieves who were breaking in to the homes of the bereaved whilst they were at the funeral.  One of my sister in laws got on the phone to a friend and asked her to house sit whilst we were all out.  No problems – let me just get someone to collect my son from school.  I later heard that the person collecting the boy had to also change some appointments in order to help and that, of course, affected the people the appointments were with.  There was a domino effect of people helping people.  And those people two or three times removed, had no idea that they were, ultimately, helping with my safety and the protection of my home.  They didn’t know me at all.  People Helping People

I want you to now widen your horizon and think about the people who are sending that energy to those who request it.  They are everyday people with everyday problems just like you and I.  People Helping People.  People who are struggling themselves, and still helping other people.  Wouldn’t it be nice if that could circle around and that those people giving help, could also be helped.  Well they can.  And this is where you come in.

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Action Steps.  I’m talking, of course, about action steps.  We have to take them.  Energy is just Energy.  Think about electricity  and your coffee maker.  The electricity is just sitting there until you take the action step and turn the machine on.  And that’s when magic happens.  And what we are going to do.  I want you to be the switch that allow the energy to flow.  Take the action steps right where you are in YOUR community.  Give some of your energy – not a spiritually energetic way but rather in a physical way – go volunteer your time and energy somewhere where it is needed.  Be someone who helps someone.  There are always organisations who cry out for volunteers.  My own town – there is a very dedicated and small group of people who are seen everywhere – because there is need for volunteers and not enough people who are willing to share their energy. 

And it’s not just helping people that needs to happen.  Animals need that help.  And so does our countryside.  Yesterday, I was cycling home along the path that runs next to the ocean.  Wedged in a low branch on one of the trees was two plastic bottles.  A human had placed them there.  A human that obviously couldn’t take the rubbish home them or put it in the rubbish bin that was about 20 paces away.  What they thought would happen is beyond me.  It blows my mind to think that humans are so lazy and dirty and uncaring.  Don’t be a human that causes damage or inflicts pain.  Be a human that looks after the place we live. 

People helping people.

People helping animals.
People helping our environment.
People helping…….

Physically, Practically, Purposefully.


This is the first step to healing our reality.

This is the 1/66 Dual Frequency I AM Keyword Phrase in action.  Let me refresh your memory:

I AM Physical Form Perfected.

I AM Somatic and Psychic Dis-ease, Experienced and Acknowledged.

I AM Healed.

Now, have a think about that, not as “me,” the individual, but as Me: One with our species, our planet.  Me: Gaia.

If we, as a Collective, as people, as a species, can’t undergo that metamorphoses, and take the action steps we need in order to change from a caterpillar to a butterfly, if we can’t make the leap into doing the physical work we need to do to make the change, well, what’s the point?  Why carry on?  We might as well just pack up our bags right now. 

OM AkarapariNAma Anandaham


The International Koalition of Krones (IKoK) is an international group of Spiritually Awakened Wise Women whose goal is to assist the Collective in it’s continued Spiritual Awakening & Consciousness Expansion Journey during this time on Earth referred to as “The Great Awakening”

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Posted in 2021

Working with the 1/66 Dual Frequency

I am one of the Krones of the International Koalition of Krones. This is a Transcript of my talk on the IKoK Chat on May, 7th 2021.

The International Koalition of Krones (IKoK) is an international group of Spiritually Awakened Wise Women whose goal is to assist the Collective in it’s continued Spiritual Awakening & Consciousness Expansion Journey during this time on Earth referred to as “The Great Awakening”

The Founder of the IKoK, Essence Ka tha’ras, is, amongst many other things, a Master Metatronic Numerologist. If you wish to explore her work, and the work of the IKoK, there are links at the end of this post. There are also You Tube and Soundcloud links to the full IKoK Chat if you wish to know more about the work we do.


A couple of weeks ago Essence retrieved, and shared with the Krones, the I AM Keyword Phrase for the 1/66 Dual frequency.

The 1/66 Dual is a phrase that struck an immediate chord with me, so much so that I had to ask Essence to repeat it simply so that I could soak it in.  That’s happened a couple of time before, where I have heard one of the I AM Keyword phrases and felt it resonate right through me, and I have over time, come to understand that when this happens it means that this is an area where I have work to do.  Work for me as an individual; work for me as an individual part of the Collective and work for the entire Collective Consciousness of Humanity – and beyond.

So I had to delve deeply into this frequency in order bring about for me, an understanding of what exactly this frequency means and how it can be of assistance.   I needed to work to bring that ephemeral understanding – that gut feeling – into the physical world because that’s where I live and where I work, and if I didn’t understand that depth, how can I understand it enough to use it to be of assistance in this physical reality?

I am a person who has, in many ways, fought with my physicality all my life.  I’m a dancer.  I was accepted into the Royal Ballet School in London – except, after two years of auditions and interviews, I was told that it didn’t matter how talented I was, I would never succeed because I wouldn’t grow tall enough.  They were right.  I’m barely 5ft tall and that has given me a lot of logistical problems like how to reach things on the top shelf at the supermarket!

I’ve fought with my physicality through my health too.  I’ve had times of severe illness where I’ve had to literally crawl my way back to a semblance of health.  I’ve had my arguments with my mental and emotional self too.    I’ve had two mental breakdowns, PTSD, grief.  Never forget, your mental and emotional health is an aspect of the physical Self.

And so, when I heard this I AM Keyword Phrase, and it resonated so deeply within me, I knew I had to work with this.  As Essence says, Everything is Energy, Frequency, Vibration – and that very much includes the words we use.  We talk to our bodies.  We tell them that they can get better, that they can improve, that they can stop being sick.  But we also invariably use words that don’t carry quite the right frequency and so we often get disheartened and very often fail in achieving the health we seek.  I know this.  I’ve worked really hard to get my health where it is, but I also know that I’m not where I want to be.  There is something missing.  Something I’m still not doing right. 

It’s a pet topic of mine – how the words we use, how the frequencies attached to the words we use, can actually be stopping us in achieving what we want to achieve.   The 1/66 Dual I AM Keyword Phrase, removes the frequency problems.  It tells each cell in our bodies exactly what it needs to hear.  I have lived with chronic pain for many years.  About 20 years ago I was told that I needed to use a wheelchair and get a full time carer to look after me.  I fought this and although my physical life is amazing in comparison to what was expected, I still live in almost constant pain. 

I have been using this I AM phrase on a daily basis, like a mantra, for the last week or so.  I’ve also been moving house – which means lifting heavy boxes and furniture.  My housemate is seriously ill and unable to help a whole lot, so most of the work has been mine.  I should be a physical wreak by now – but I have actually experienced several pain-free days.  It’s amazing, it’s almost unheard of.

Is this a ‘miracle cure?’ Do a bit of chanting and all is well?  Nope.  Not at all.  This I AM Keyword Phrase takes the guess-work out of using the correct frequency to aid you in improving the wellbeing of your physical body.  YOU still have to do the work.  You cannot and should not abdicate responsibility for your physical Self.  That responsibility is yours.

For me, in using this 1/66 Dual Frequency every day, several things became clear and I’d like to share these with you.  But first, let’s hear this phrase again and then we’ll break it down:

1/66 Dual. 

I AM Physical Form perfected.

I AM Somatic and Psychic Dis-ease Experienced and Acknowledged.

I AM Healed.


I AM Physical Form Perfected.
What is meant by that?  Does it mean that I have a perfect body?  That I look good in a way that society accepts as ‘perfect?’  Well, no.  I’m in my 60’s; I’m fat; I’m short; I have a heap of aches and pains that affect how I move and what I am capable of doing.  My body is far from what is considered ‘perfect.’

Yet…  I have a body that is a miracle.  A body, that despite all the stuff I’ve done to it, is still very functional.   It is a design that has developed over eons to become the perfect vehicle that transports me where I need to go, that allows me to achieve what I need to do. If I want to scratch my nose, I can scratch my nose without even thinking about it.  There are so many areas that function in perfect synchronicity, performing the dance that is Life.  It is a body that surrounds me, protects me, that holds safe the core of what makes me ME.  I AM Physical Form perfected.

I AM Somatic and Psychic Dis-ease Experienced and Acknowledged.
Let’s look at this.

Somatic – to do with the physical body, with skin and joints and tissues;
Psychic – having to do with the mind and the Spirit rather than the body.
Both body and mind are able to function at less than optimal.  They are subject to disease and illness.

There is a belief that this Reality is a school.  A place where Beings: Souls, Starseeds, Lightworkers – whatever you wish to call yourself, come in order to experience and learn.  In this belief, many of us, indeed most of us will take on the experience of the body and the mind not working at its optimum, of being dis-eased.  In this belief, we have agreed to experience these things, before we even came into this current lifetime reality. 

I AM Somatic and Psychic Dis-ease Experienced and Acknowledged.  Here we make a statement that we have experienced the physical and mental abilities of our human body not working at optimal.   We are confirming that we have completed the lesson and that we acknowledge the completion.

The lesson is no longer needed.  It is completed, therefore I AM Healed.
 

Now.  I could stop there.  I AM Healed.  There is a finality about that statement, isn’t there – I AM Healed. There’s no going back once you have made a statement like that.  It IS an acknowledgement on all levels.  I AM Healed.  They are powerful words.  Those words put your dis-ease and illness in the past.

What I am not saying though, is “I am healed but, why do I still hurt?”   Or “I am healed – but I’m still overwhelmed by the problems in my life.”    There is no separating the physical from the spiritual  and we’ve just come to understand the Energetic – the Spiritual – meaning of this I AM Keyword Phrase for the 1/66 Dual Frequency, but the problem we have is that we are human. 

Our physical body is human and yes, we have just acknowledge how amazing a human body can be, but we seem to have wandered into a time where we’ve forgotten that our physicality and our spirituality are not separate things.  They are like pylons driven into opposite banks over a river holding up the bridge.  But the bridge is very wobbly and we have to do the work to connect those pylons.  To strengthen that bridge. 

Within most religions there are stories of how the Master says to the cripple “You can walk” and the cripple stands up, wobbles a bit, takes a few steps and lo!  A miracle. 

If I were to say to you,  “You are healed – you can walk.”  You’d be more likely to answer “Yeah.  Right.”  Some would say that is because the age of miracles is past.  Or maybe it’s because human limitation says that speaking words – however powerful – doesn’t fix the problem.  The science doesn’t pan out.  What needs to happen is that we have to take action steps. 

Let me give you an example.  I mentioned earlier that I’ve had some pretty big run-ins with my physical and mental health.  I’m going to tell you a story about one of those things.  23 years ago I was nursing my husband at home.  He had terminal brain cancer and I got up in the middle of the night to check on him and decided to make a bathroom trip.  As I stepped into the bathroom, suddenly all feeling from my lower body went, just like that.  I collapsed on the bathroom floor, paralysed.  I was there for hours until gradually the feeling came back and I was able to pull myself out of that room.

The next two years saw the difficulties of being widowed compounded by hospital visits, medical tests, drugs: painkillers, anti-inflammatories.  And they had side effects for which I was given more drugs.  I still had periods of paralysis.  I could be walking through the office, and the next minute I’d be on the floor.  The pain I lived with was horrendous. 

And nobody could work out what the problem was, and it was very definitely not getting better.  One day my doctor told me that it wouldn’t be long until I couldn’t walk at all and it was time to consider finding a full-time carer to look after me and to start using a wheelchair.

I had a choice.  I could take that route, but instead I took the most important action step in my life and I said,  “No.  That picture you paint isn’t me.”    Every Master, Teacher, Saint, Angel could have said to me, those words, of the 1/66 Dual.  They could have said “You are Healed” until they were blue in the face, and I would have answered “Yeah.  Right.”   Because I knew that the only person in the world who could say those words to me, was me.  I AM Healed. 

Did that mean I was physically healed.  No.  Because my body is human.  It needed time.  It was Energetically healed because I made the choice, the commitment, to be Healed.  Because I knew the action steps I needed to take, but it took time for my body to recover from the damage. 

Many of us will reach a point where we need to make a choice in which direction to go.  We could make the comfortable choice, the one where we know what happens on a day to day basis; where things might get a bit rocky every now and then, but we where we feel safe because we are in a situation we understand and know.  It’s familiar.  It’s our Comfort Zone. And even extreme pain can be comfortable.

Or we can choose to take action steps to change the things we know need changing in order to effect that healing.

That time of choice for the individual arrives every time you have a situation where you know that something is not right.  That choice could be something huge like choosing to stay or to leave an abusive situation, or it could be that you need to look to your physical health because your comfort zone isn’t going to give you a long and happy life.

That choice I made that day, to not accept that wheelchair, was a major pivot point in my life.  I’ll tell you a little more in the next chat, but it was that decision, and the knowledge that I had only to do the needed work, that pointed me in the direction that has brought me here today.

It was that choice, together with almost 20 years of taking action steps, of constantly pushing myself outside of my comfort zone, that has allowed me to be in a situation where I can indirectly give back to those all those who have aided me.  And I do that through service to the community I live in, to the individuals, who make up the CCoH, to the CCoH as a whole – and to me.  I, and only I, can Heal myself – I cannot abdicate responsibility to others.  I must be involved in my own healing.  I could be guided, but I, the ME who fills this physical body, I had to do the work that was needed. 

I knew, deep within that if I tried to only heal my physical body without commitment, belief  and action I couldn’t heal.  I knew that if I relied solely on someone else doing the healing for me – in my case, doctors prescribing drugs –  and didn’t get off my butt and push my body into taking those action steps, I couldn’t heal. 

You can’t separate the physical from the spiritual.  Doctors, alternative healing like Reiki or other energy work – even chanting the 1/66 Dual Keyword phrase, won’t do it – won’t bring about a healing – if you don’t step out of that comfort zone and take the steps you need to do, to heal yourself.  Healing is not a passive activity.

And when you understand that, then you can say those powerful words with the deeper understanding that is needed.  I AM Healed.

OM AkarapariNAma Anandaham
Krone Auri’An

Links:

Facebook: International Koalition of Krones: https://www.facebook.com/IKoK2266
Facebook: The Path to Ein Teri Y’h: https://www.facebook.com/groups/EinTeriYh
You Tube Chat May 7th 2021: https://youtu.be/XHYdQcW9XRo
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/essence-ka-tharas/ikok-chat-may-7-2021-expanding-your-comfort-zone-from-the-inside-out
Web: http://www.shambahallanewearth.com/

Posted in 2021

Making Changes

Photo: Oscar Keys – Unsplash

There is a lot of conversation going on about sexual abuse.  It is a topic that has been swept under the carpet for millennia.  There are good men in this world, so I am told, and I personally know quite a few, but men can be considered “good men” and still denigrate women.  Men can abuse, rape, beat and control women and still be considered a “good man” in a world that is still dominated by Patriarchy.

It almost seems ridiculous that women in this 21st Century still need to be careful of what they wear; who cannot walk down the street after dark by themselves; who can’t take a stroll through the park; who have to let people know where they are going and call them when they get there in order to ensure their safety.  We are still in a world where a woman walking down a street during the day has to deal with a minefield of avoidance – catcalls, whistles, comments, men following, walking too close, ‘accidently’ touching inappropriately.  And men thinking it’s OK, women thinking it’s normal – to be expected. Normal. 

We live in a culture where men blame the woman’s choice of clothes for their actions.  Do men really not understand just how pitiful that argument is?  Really?  You guys are so unable to control your Self?  I’m sorry.  That one just doesn’t hold up any more.  And neither do any of the other excuses.

I recently learned of sexual abuse happening very close to home.  A number of women have recently told me of abuse in their lives.  Emotional abuse, sexual abuse, rape.  Even though I haven’t escaped this, it still rocked my world.  I started to talk a little more openly about it with my friends.  I don’t think I have a single woman friend who has not been abused in some manner.  The official figure is that 1 in 3 women is sexually abused.  That figure is a million times too high, but only covers physical sexual abuse. What about the rest? In my corner of the world – a modern First World country – every single woman I know has suffered sexual abuse of some kind.  It’s just not good enough.

So what is happening on an Energetic level?  Why is this coming to the surface right now?  In this case, the Energy is very strong and several of my friends have been affected over the last few months.  I am starting to see many, many more people finding that experiences from their past are re-surfacing.  In some cases it’s experiences of their ancestors’ lives that are being discovered and affecting the the lives of those living today. 

In late 2019 I was told that each individual’s Karma, of a specific Energy, was going to start to come up to be cleared and that it was essential that we started to work on this.  I was told that if we ignored this call it was likely that it would be brought up-front-and-forward and unable to be avoided.  This is one of those things. 

What is this Karmic Imbalance that needs so desperately to be cleared?  I’ve mentioned it before – it’s the 17/8 ATKI.  Atlantean Technology Karmic Imbalance.  This is the Energy that brought down Rome, that is building to bring down the USA.  The Priesthood of Atlantis misused their power.  They appropriated wealth; mis-used technology that could have brought benefit to their society; messed with human DNA…..   does this sound familiar?

So how do we deal with this?  We start with each individual

So many people – especially those who call themselves Lightworkers or Starseeds – fell into the trap in the last year or so, of thinking change could happen by making a lot of noise.  Much Energy was put into the world, under the guise of raising awareness, of recognising the many things that are wrong in our society.  Racism and sexual abuse of all kinds are only two such topics.  Anger and fear grew.  Violence took to the streets. 

Not Ever has violence and war and bloodshed, fear and anger, ever brought Peace to the world.  If these things brought about Peace, Compassion, Love, Understanding and Acceptance we’d have been living in our Golden Age for a long time already. 

Krone Auri’An

This is how change really starts. With the lone voice of a boy – a young man standing up to give a speech at his school. With a new generation quietly and effectively refusing to follow the same path as their older generation. Nothing is going to change whilst the abusive culture is still ‘acceptable,’ ‘normal.’  We need to educate our young people to see that there is a different way.

Will it happen quickly that way? No. It won’t, although we can get thereeventually if we stop making noise and trying to do it all right now.  In this lifetime.

We can get there if we teach our young ones that Respect above all else is important. We can get there if we can understand and work towards a generational change.  There is a reason that many indigenous cultures talk about Seven Generations.  We need to work on this in a way that teaches our young ones what is not acceptable – and what is.

Please watch this speech given by a young man at one of Brisbane’s prestigious private schools. I believe he is someone worth watching. 

This is how we start.

Gy’ Shé em

Krone Auri’An

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Posted in 2020

Love, Light and Other Fluff

I’m sure you’ve worked it out by now that the way in which humans communicate with each other is something that I’m pretty intrigued with.  I wouldn’t go so far as to say that I am passionate about it, and I’m certainly no expert in language use, but I have been writing and talking about the Energy of words and the way that we communicate by using them, for years – specifically about how those who consider themselves to be Spiritual: Lightworkers, Starseeds, or whatever other name you prefer – and about how they communicate and interact with each other. 

I’ve spoken many times about the Energy held within everyday words and how when those words are not spoken in the highest sense, how that Energy can personally affect YOU, how the words that you use can pull you down; how they can limit your potential to excel.  To grow.  And this effect is not just in the spiritual realms – it also affects everyday life. 

I spoke on this topic again in the International Koalition of Krones Zoom Chat on 13th November 2020, but that time it was about how our word choices, and the syntax and cadence that we use, can actually cause Energetic Harm to others – and that harm can even happen unintentionally because we are careless and we speak without consideration of the meaning and the effects of certain words.

Humans are poised to evolve.

It’s not the first time we’ve changed and grown, and it probably won’t be the last time.  But this time?  This time we get the opportunity to consciously choose which direction, which timeline, we will travel.  We get to choose what we want it to look like.  And that choice happens through the Energy held by the majority of the Collective Consciousness of Humanity.

There is so much opportunity right now, at this point in linear time, at this crux-point we are currently in.  So much opportunity to make the right choice.  We know this.  In our physical world it is so obvious.  We are at a place in our reality where humans are able to make a choice about the future of humanity; a choice about which path we are going to choose – and that choice will eventually affect the future of all Beings on this planet, not just humans, but every Being on Earth.  And because we are choosing OUR future, and because humanity WILL go Galactic in that future, our choices now will affect so much that lies way beyond this place we call home.  The choices we are making right now, both individually and collectively, are so important because they will affect everything for the next 13,000 years. 

And the only way that we can work out what those choices should look like is to communicate with each other.  And to be quite honest, I think we are doing a pretty rotten job.  Those who promote the fear and anger that has been sweeping this planet for so many years and which has become extreme in the last few months – they are talking the loudest.  Their words don’t always make sense, but they say it loudly and with conviction.  And humans have a history of listening to those who talk the loudest, regardless of whether what they are saying is Truth or not.

Communication is the first stage of the Conscious Evolution of the Collective Consciousness of Humanity. 

Starseed and Lightworkers are here at this point in linear time to maintain the Energy, to hold space so that humanity can grow and work things out in the way that they most desire as a Collective.  Everyone on this path should be really aware of the words they use and how they use them.  We are responsible for consciously leading the way into clear communication. We hold the Energy and we absolutely must do everything we can to hold it at the highest frequency we can. 

And that leads me into something I want to talk about – about how we, the Spiritual Community, especially in the Western world, have taken Sacred words and Blessings, often from other cultures, and made them into everyday phrases. 

I want to talk about how we, the Spiritual Community, use words of great Power in exactly the same way as we yell “Bye, see ya later.”  I want to discuss how we finish an email, not with ‘Best wishes,” or ‘Yours faithfully,’ but with a Sacred Blessing.  And there is nothing wrong with that, nothing wrong with that at all provided that Blessing is given consciously and with knowledge.

We, especially those of us within a Western society have appropriated Sacred Words from other cultures and we’ve bastardised them.  When we are writing a salutation at the end of a letter or a post, most of us wouldn’t dream of using the words “ By the grace of the Lord Jesus Christ and the love of God…” So why do we use “Namaste”?

I’m guilty.  I’m guilty of using such words without, each time, considering the deeper meaning of the words I’m using.

So let’s think about the meaning of that word – Namaste.  I Bow to You.  On the surface it seems like a pretty good salutation and nowadays, it’s mainly that way, but let’s dig a bit deeper.  I Bow to You.  It means that you hold deep respect for the other person.  That you know them, that you honour them and that you also understand, because we are all One, that in honouring and respecting them you too are being honoured and respected.  How often, when you use that word, do you take time to think of the acknowledgement you are making in understanding one of the deeper Truths of the Universe?

Then again, the Oxford English Dictionary simply says that it means “Hello.”

Food for thought.

Another Sacred phrase that we use incorrectly, also stolen from another culture – in this case the Mayan – is “In Lak’ech ala kin”   Now I do know a number of people who do use this phrase in full awareness of the deeper meaning of the words, and I don’t see it over used in the same way as Namaste has been.  And that is a good thing. In Lak’ech literally means “I am another you.” Like Namaste this phrase is talking of the deeper Truths of the Universe – I don’t exist without you and you don’t exist without me.  If you were not here, I wouldn’t be here either – and thinking about that can take you on a very long, and interesting journey seeking that deeper knowledge.

When I was first starting out on my Spiritual journey, when I first heard of that phrase and it’s meaning, I thought it was really cool and I used it all over.  Until I started to delve into that deeper meaning and realised my casual use was both disrespectful to the culture and to the deeper truth of the words.

And that brings me to the final phrase I want to discuss today.  A phrase that is so mis-used and over-used that just to hear it makes my toes curl!  It no longer carries the Energy it should.  That it once did.

But first, before I tell you what this phrase is, I’ll tell you what it means to me.  My interpretation.

I am the Light of Creation. 

I am the light first seen at the beginning of the linear time of our reality. 

I draw that light into my Being so that I can be a beacon to guide and aid those who struggle in darkness.

I humbly bring that Light into the Service of All.  

I am merely a conduit. 

A conduit in Service to the Energy and Knowledge of the Universe. 

I Bless you with the frequencies of Creation and Wisdom and Love. 

When I say this, my interpretation of this phrase, I feel the Energy.  I feel it building in my hands and my heart, in all my Chakras.  I feel the Energy of being in Service, I feel humbled and I feel the commitment I have made to this Journey, to the Collective.  And when all that Energy, all that is bundled, mainly without thought, into  “Love and Light” delivered in an off-hand, throw-away manner, is it any wonder that I cringe?

Now, don’t misunderstand me – I’m not in anyway saying that there is anything wrong in using those phrases.  There is nothing wrong with using Namaste, In Lak’ech, Love and Light, Gy’ Shé em, KaRa Ounz Chez Prana, OM AkArapariNAma Anadaham and more.  But please, feel the power of the words.  Understand the depth of the words.  Feel the Blessing within the words.  And then use them in Honour of the Knowledge and the Wisdom and the Power of these phrases.

We who are Starseed, Lightworkers or whatever other term you prefer, we are the ones who should be leading the way for the Conscious Evolution of the Collective Consciousness of Humanity.  And the first step is to become aware of the power that we hold in the words that we use.  And we should use them wisely.  Yes, we all stumble and make mistakes, we speak through a human filter but we have also become complacent. We are de-sensitised.  We are losing the deeper Truths, the deeper knowledge and wisdom in favour of fluff.

Gy Shé em

Auri’An

International Koalition of Krones

This blog post is an extract from the Zoom Chat held by the International Koalition of Krones on 13th November 2020. You can access the recording here.

Posted in 2020

Helping Ego

Today I want to share a personal story with you.  It’s something that happened a few years back – when I was barely started on my Awakening Journey.  It took me a few years to fully understand what had happened in that situation, but it is something that profoundly affected me and I see the same Energy of it happening in current society.  Other people falling into the same trap.  And it is because I understand just how easy it is to fall into this trap – and how very hard it is to get out again – that I am sharing this today. This is about wanting to help and how in some cases, helping is actually inappropriate and it can back-fire.   It’s also a very eye-opening tale about Ego – and just how sneaky it can be.

I’ve always had this strong urge to help people.  I saw myself as a “helper” and quite frequently as a “Rescuer”.  The urge to help people was very strong. 

I had a friend who needed help.  She was a close friend, I considered her a sister and I could see that she was hurting very badly but she wouldn’t tell me what the problem was.  Sometimes she was angry, sometimes very fearful and it broke my heart to watch her.  I felt so ineffective.  I knew, I KNEW I could help if she’d only tell me what the problem was.

Then, in dance class, she was in tears and I went to give her hug.  That was all it took and she became furiously angry, focused all that anger at me and spat out all the fear and venom that she had been holding right at me.  I was devastated.  Devastated that I couldn’t help my friend and I was absolutely desperate to do so. 

Yes, my friend had a problem.  Something that was causing her distress, but she had made it very clear that she didn’t want help.  I dis-respected her choice and in my desperation to help I turned her problems into a story about me.  It became about my need to help.  MY inability to reach her and sort things out.  MY emotional distress at being refused.  After all – all I wanted to do was to help.  It was years later that I realised I had exacerbated the situation because of my Ego.  It was my Ego that drove me to insist on helping even when my help wasn’t sought after or wanted.  I didn’t see that my Ego as involved.  How can it be Egotistical when all you want to do is GIVE?  To Help?  But the reality was, my Ego was jumping up and down, waving flags and holding a party because it had made me so sure that I was the Saviour of my friend’s situation.

So how come this personal story from several years back relates to what is happening to Starseeds right now.  Well, we’ve spoken over the last few chats (IKoK Bi-monthly chats – see below for info) about the addiction energy that is draining Starseeds.  We’ve spoken about how strong it is and chances are you’ve grieved over friends who seem to be lost down the rabbit hole of QAnon and other conspiracy theories, just as we have.  What we haven’t spoken of is how this addiction actually grabs hold of Starseeds.   Well.  It seems to me that it is Ego that opens the door to that addiction.  That need to help, that DRIVE to help can become so very, very strong that it does become like an addiction.  You need that hit of knowing that you helped someone feel better.

Starseeds, almost without exception, want to help people.  So what better way to hook Starseeds than to show them people who need help.  People they feel desperately that they NEED to help, that they are able to help. People who are suffering intense pain.  Abuse.  Torture.  Black Magic. Stuff you can barely imagine.  And when it’s children who are suffering this things?? Well the need goes right up through the roof.  And what does QAnon etc give them.  These very things.  Through Conspiracy Theory, they show Starseeds the stories that tap into that very real desire to help those who cannot help themselves.  Starseeds are being taken down with their own gifts.  Gifts that should be used to help humanity.  They are ‘fighting’ for a made-up cause.  They are giving their Energy to feed those who are trying to take them down.  And they can’t see that they are being driven in the wrong direction by an Ego that is jumping up and down, waving flags.  Having a party.

How do we know that Ego is involved – just read their posts when challenged.  They’ve done what I did.  They’ve turned the story around to be about themselves.  But like me, they can’t see it.  It’s about how they are helping and others aren’t.  It’s about how they protest, carry guns, wear a mask, don’t wear a mask.  It’s about Us and Them.  It’s about division and fear and anger.  It’s not about Love, compassion, peace.  And if very definitely is not about forgiveness.

And the part that is so very hard is that most of these conspiracy theories have some element of truth in them.   All these Starseeds want to do is be the saviour of those who can’t save themselves.  And they haven’t yet worked out that what they think they need so desperately to save is an illusion.

These are just my thoughts. You can agree or not, but I hope that this sharing of my personal story and how I see it applying to what is happening today, has given you some food for thought.

Gy’ Shé em
Auri’An

Note: This is the transcript of a talk I gave on the International Koalition of Krones bi-monthly chat. If you want to watch the You Tube version of this and other chats, readings and messages, please follow this link:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC1-dXpuahHKlTYr3nWTyI3w

Posted in 2020

Cause and Effect

Karma.  The word means Deed or Action.  In today’s society we tend to believe that Karma is a kind of balance sheet, basically if someone does something bad to you Karma will ‘get’ them at some point.  We also talk about Karmic Debt – as if we are owed something, or as if we owe something to someone else.  These thoughts are not really wrong – but they are not really correct either.

Karma has a basic law that applies to all realms of Creation, a law of Cause and Effect.  It is common to all major religions – we reap what we sow.  Your destiny is determined by your actions, both current and past and Karma can be carried forward from other existences. Every action leads to some kind of result and every result can be traced to something done in the past.  This applies to pleasurable things as well as painful things.

There is no way you can avoid this, everyone is an integral part of the whole, but what you can do is to work selflessly in this life whilst working to redress past actions.  You must work for the greater good of all and not just for Self. 

We can, once aware, work to bring balance to our Karma – but are you aware that Karma doesn’t apply just to individuals?  That Karma can be accrued through selfish – and selfless – means on a Collective basis?

Think about this: 

We have an individual who takes action in either a selfish or a selfless way and that brings in that law of Cause and Effect. 

What about when a group of people come together to take some form of action?  They form a Collective Consciousness – and yes that Collective Consciousness can accrue Karma.  That could be something like the International Koalition of Krones.  We, each of the Krones have our own Karma, but because we work together, we are also building a Group Collective Conscious Mind and that too can accrue Karma.

Now expand that through a city, a country, the entire planet. 

And expand again through linear time…….   MAN – there is some Karma that needs to be re-balanced on this world eh?

Many people don’t realise that there is a potential trap in this Karmic Cause and Effect.  Not all Karma is painful.  Cause and Effect only looks at the fact that an action took place – at the Energy of the action and not what that action actually was.  When we have experienced pleasurable Karma, we have a tendency to want to repeat the pleasure and we can be driven to seek it again and again.  That can trap us by reinforcing our connection to this physical realm, and can even result in us forgetting our Spiritual work – the very reason we are here.  And that is bad news for Starseeds who get trapped in this loop.  That good Karma, which seemed so pleasurable at first, can end up becoming a selfish pleasure – an addiction that is not for the greater good of all, only for the benefit of the individual.  Obviously this is not something we’d consciously do (at least I hope not) and we can get back on track by ensuring that our work is without selfish attachments.

Let’s take this one a little further – let’s paint a picture of how easy it is to get a Starseed off track in today’s society.

Starseed A (“A”) has been working hard to widen her knowledge base, to spiritually grow, to raise her vibration.  She’s seen some Conspiracy Theory stuff on Facebook but didn’t really take a lot of notice.  Over the next couple of years more CT posts appear and at first she thought things like “Really?  People actually believe this?” but gradually some of the things started to make a bit more sense to her.    Especially as there is so much trouble in the world – someone has to take the blame.  Don’t they? 

And then things go bottom-up.  Fear is the major emotion running through the country – through the world – like wildfire.  Media seems to be fanning the flames of this fear and “A” is feeling overwhelmed.  Then she sees a post on Facebook that really catches her attention.  Someone is being hurt.  Some group of defenceless individuals are having to fight to survive, and she is an empathic healer – she can help fix this, she knows she can, so she starts to share these posts – raising awareness.  “A” believes that by ‘raising awareness’ she is helping the cause; that someone will see that many people are protesting this and that this ‘someone’ will do something to fix it.

We’ve all see this.  We may even have been a part of such a thing.  The intention is good and “A” believes she is helping.  She’s experienced pleasurable Karma.  It feels good and she works hard to help some more.

BUT

But the problems never seem to get resolved.  At least not without a whole heap of pain, and fear and anger. 

We all know this cycle, but do we know what is happening Energetically?

First, “A” has fallen into the Karma trap.  The one where initial pleasure leads to seeking more pleasure.  She wanted to help, felt like she was helping and so wanted to help more, getting into a cycle that was getting deeper and deeper.  More and more about the physical and less and less about the Spiritual work.  The Energy.

And because she is not focusing on the Energy, she doesn’t feel the heaviness of what she is doing.  She doesn’t recognise that the initial pleasure that she felt at doing something that may help others has stopped being pleasurable.  She doesn’t understand that she no longer feels Joy in what she is doing.  Instead she’s angry, and she feels justified in her anger, because she still feels she is working on the side of right.

“A” doesn’t realise that she is actually giving Energy – low frequency energy – to the very people who set up the situation in the first place. She is feeding Energy into the situation, believing she is doing good, but in reality hers is just another tiny little whisper, one of many that fan the flames of Karma and the addictive Energy of the Shadow Side Forces of Light.  And this is OLD Karma.  It’s been building for millennia. 

Starseeds are being sucked dry.  They are being made ineffective in the very work they are here to do.  And the hardest thing for those who are not in this addictive cycle is to watch them and know that there is very little we can do to help other than be there for them.

There is another player in this scenario.  It’s a big player, one that can be tricky to recognise, especially when you are affected, and it can be very painful to overcome.  When “A” feels like she is constantly giving; that she is fighting a battle to fix everything for those she sees needing her help; when she tries to convince others to join her cause, this is because her initial selfless act has now become selfish.  Ego has joined the party.

All beings work for their own pleasure and gain and in this situation they have lost touch with the initial selfless act and become so tied up in what they are doing and what they are determined to fix, that the selfless has become selfish. 

In the journey of Karmic Imbalance and addiction to the Energies produced by the Shadow Side Forces of Light, the Energies of Anger and Selfish Desire are our greatest enemies.  These are powerful Energies that move us to act in such a way that even when we want to do the right thing, we end up doing the wrong thing.  It is a destructive power that can drive us away from our purpose and into self-delusion and despair.

We need to detach from Anger and Selfish Desire.  We need to understand that our true nature is not to be caught up in these emotions.  If we can’t return to our true nature we will always be caught in the emotional storms of passion (anger, fear) and inertia.

Starseeds, we are here to aid humanity.  We are here to guide, to hold space, to shine light.  How easy it has been to make so many of us forget that.