As I write this, I have just opened the box of Dreams to be woven into the Carpet for Cardwell that I am weaving and my emotions are hovering somewhere between wanting to cry and allowing my heart to soar.
I am Auri’An. I am a Krone of the International Koalition of Krones, Meditation Therapist, Holistic Counsellor, Reiki Practitioner, EFT Tapping Master Practitioner, Healer (although I don’t like that word!), Energy Worker, Spiritual Awakening Guide, Dream Weaver and much more. My aim in life is to help people navigate through the tricky times in their life by showing how some basic yet valuable ‘tools’ can help them regain their equilibrium.
I live in the Far North of Queensland, in a very small town called Cardwell. This place became ‘famous’ when a super cyclone came ashore just a little bit further north in the early morning of February 3rd 2011. Super Tropical Cyclone Yasi changed not only the face of the town, but attempted to destroy the heart of the people who live there. There are still a lot of unresolved problems in the town, for example the Marina. The owners went into liquidation after Yasi and now, 10 years later it’s still not sorted out. The marina is silting up; the coast guard can’t get out to rescue people; the roads around the marina are not maintained and neither is the street lighting. The sewage situation in that area around the marina will soon become unspeakable if something isn’t resolved very soon.
It is a town where so many dreams were squashed down by the need to simply survive.
But it’s also a town of fighters. It’s a town where a small number of people work their butts off to bring tourists to our town, to raise the awareness of what a beautiful place it is. There are themed markets held right through the cooler months and we even host the ONLY UFO Festival in the Southern Hemisphere!!
Carpet for Cardwell is a project I started a few months ago as a part of one of those themed market days. I, with the assistance of anyone who wants to have a go, am taking the dreams of people who live in Cardwell, or who are just passing through, and am bringing them into reality by weaving the Energy of their dreams into a rag-rug carpet. People write their dreams and drop them into the local Heritage and Visitor Information Centre.
I’ve enjoyed crafting since I was a small child. Well – that’s not strictly true, I enjoy working out how to do various crafts and then I lose interest, and I had no reason to suspect that my desire to learn how to weave a rag rug would be any different. I bought wood and screws and nails and bright red paint and worked on my very first woodwork piece. After all you can’t weave a carpet without a loom, and why have just a plain old boring wooden loom when there is bright red paint! There was a fair bit of eyelash-batting at the local hardware store (well, actually, at my age it’s more like pulling the ‘old-dear’ card) and got heaps of help in getting the wood cut to the right size and not getting a drill bit for metal.
Once I’d made the loom and learned how to do the plain twining weaving, I was hooked. I’ve mentioned it before, I’m a Meditation Therapist and twining weaving, once you’ve got the hang of it, is extremely calming for the mind. I spent hours working on this carpet even talking to clients on the phone whilst weaving, and it was whilst I was doing this that I realised that I was weaving the energy of the conversations into the carpet. Dream Weaving and a Carpet for Cardwell was birthed. I’m now weaving my 2nd carpet (also my 15th place mat; 9th dream catcher and about a dozen mandalas made from the cardboard tubes inside toilet rolls!)
Everything is made of energy and all energy vibrates. Different things, including thoughts, vibrate at different frequencies. Have you ever had troubling thoughts running through your head, or need to do a job that you just don’t want to do? How does that feel to you? I’m pretty sure that it feels heavy. And when you are filled with happiness, when things are going your way and you feel marvellous – don’t you feel as if you could fly!! The darker, heavier energy is of a low frequency; the brighter, lighter energy is high-frequency.
Some of the Dreams I am weaving are sad. Some have a difficult path to journey on. These should feel heavy – except the people who have shared these dreams are filled with Hope – and Hope is a frequency that soars to the sky with potential.
And so, as our Carpet for Cardwell takes shape, it is filled with Joy and Laughter; with Hope and Prayers; with Goals and Dreams for the future. And in a world that often seems as if it is sinking into the murk it brings a beautiful light of Life.
May you weave your dreams into reality
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Some of the Dreams that are being woven:
To survive cancer
To be able to travel the world, working in different forensic labs and solving murders.
I’d like to go to concerts of my favourite bands.
To live a happy life with N.W.
To find happiness with someone.
Being a fairy and flying and being a spy and detection.
To be a super hero
To get into my dream school
Happiness and Love
A life of happiness and fulfilment
A partner who listens and loves me for who I am, despite my faults.
That my grandsons will have their mum and dad for many, many years
To learn the CFX Programme. Achieve financial freedom and help others change their life as well
Unification of our towns
To see the world come together in harmony
Travel the great north and then travel Australia
Parramatta Eels to win 2021 N.R.L. Grand Final
That all Australians embrace the 60,000 year history available to us
Peace and Serenity for all the world
For everyone to be happy and content with their own lives and to be supportive to everyone
I feel like I’m stepping out on a slightly different path. One filled with Possibilities and Probabilities and The Unknown in a whopping huge barrel-load of OMG-What-Have-I-Let-Myself-Into now!
I know what my Sacred Contractual Work is for this lifetime (and beyond) and I also know that I am at the very beginning of that work. Knowing what your Sacred Contractual Work is, doesn’t mean that you are going to step right into it. It doesn’t mean that you are actually even going to fully know, or understand, what it will entail.
I’m currently riding through a sort of settling-in period and I have been for a few years. It’s a time of getting a better handle on what it’s all about. A learning more about me, where I’ve come from; the choices that I’ve made that have lead me here. It’s about understanding the world around me from a different perspective, thinking about the world I would like to inhabit and the knowledge I will need to build that world; to live there and above all how do this work. However it develops. Whenever it develops. If it develops. Because I also know that although it may happen in this lifetime – it may just as easily not. I’m planting seeds. I’m Trusting that it WILL all work out as it’s meant to. Even though there is no guarantee.
I’ve spoken before about my Sacred Contractual Work and how, within the Dragon’s Gate in 2016, I was so upset because I’d been so sure that I was ‘going home’ and discovered that I wasn’t. At that time, even though I was very upset, I made a commitment. In many ways this was like signing a legal Contract and even though I didn’t actually realise that for a couple of years because I was too wrapped up in being upset about not going home – my Higher Self recognised that this was the right path for me to follow.
By that time I’d already made two major commitments. When I talk about MAJOR commitments, I’m talking about making a commitment way beyond what is asked of most people. We all make commitments – to our partner, to family, to work etc. and those commitments can last all your current life and be very important – or not. These commitments can come to an end or even be broken. But my path is asking that I make a deeper, more intense commitment to my work.
The first was the one that totally changed my life when had what I call my Initial Awakening Experience where I’d spent 3 ½ hours in the middle of the night, sitting in the rain, in the mud, in the middle of a field, literally experiencing that absolute feeling that we all strive for – that feeling of being ONE. Being Gaia. Being the AUM of the Universe. Being the trees, the grass and the wind. And feeling the pain carried by all on this planet – especially the pain of our Mother, Gaia. I emerged from that experience with my life forever changed. I had made a Major Commitment to work to reduce that pain.
A little less than a year later Essence put out a post asking if anyone recognised themselves as First Wave Blue Ray Indigo. She was talking about me. She was talking TO me. Yes, many people felt that call, but I Knew it was spoken directly to ME. It was a life-line and a few months later I became one of the admins of that Face Book group and I started my journey with Essence as my teacher.
As I gradually began to learn and to find my path, I found myself making another Major Commitment. One to the Work that Essence is here to do. My belief in that Work is absolute. My Commitment to aiding with that Work wherever I am able is not something I would ever even consider putting to one side. Yes, we may at some point travel in different directions, but I believe in the work that Essence is here to do – and believe me there have been many times when I’ve questioned the stuff she comes out with and thought that Essence has really lost it – only to have something come along that proves without a shadow of doubt that this is work is real.
And so, in this lifetime so far, I have made three major commitments. I have committed to following a spiritual path; to aiding Essence in her Sacred Work and in following my own Sacred Work. And none of these commitments are mutually exclusive. The commitments were all made at different times, were not always recognised as commitments but they weave together in a way that I only truly started to see and understand in the last 6 months or so. These commitments are connected, they are an integral part of the tapestry of my reality. You’ll see the weavings – they are right there if you look. My work contains threads from Essences work. I have little doubt that some of my threads are woven into Essences tapestry. And the same with Ko Ba Ja’s. These interweavings are what forms the Group Collective Conscious Mind that we Krones work within.
Not everyone will be called upon to make such major commitments. Very few I suspect. Such deeper work is not something that everyone, as an individual, is meant to do. And that is fine. Exactly as it should be. Perfect. But we – the Collective Consciousness of Humanity – ARE being asked to explore and understand our Commitment. And that means that you, as an individual thread forming part of the Collective Consciousness of Humanity, needs to decide on your level of Commitment.
And why do we need to decide right now? Just look around you. Almost everything that you see that is painful and wrong is the result of the Energy of the 17/8 ATKI rising up to be released. Governments and corporations around the world, making decisions that further their personal agendas rather than for the good of the Collective Consciousness of this planet. Of Earth herself. Not just humans. This is the Energy of the 17/8 ATKI. We’ve talked about this for a few years and now we are getting to see it in action.
For years we’ve gone with the Love and Light, we’ve sat on our energetic butts and followed what we are being told whether that’s from our law-makers, our teachers or the billboards on the side of bus! We don’t think of ourselves as sheeple, but we, as a Collective, don’t think FOR ourselves either. Together. As a Collective. We haven’t made that commitment to change anything at a fundamental level. We’ve blindly accepted that we live in a male-dominated society – even as we tell ourselves that the Divine Feminine is rising. It’s what we know. It’s been that way for the last 6,000 years. We are programmed, genetically imprinted. And it needs to change.
Now – I’m NOT asking that you go out and join in with the protests that are happening all over this world. Unless that’s where you are drawn. I’m NOT asking that you become militant in the need to change things – to my mind, that is a very masculine, traditional way of doing it and is, long term, not likely to succeed in any major way. Peace has never been the result or aim of violence. Remember – everything is Energy. Frequency. You cannot create a frequency of peace from a frequency of war. And I’m not asking that you put yourself on the front line unless that is where you feel your purpose is.
What I AM asking, is for you to think about your commitment – to whatever. Are you really committed to building a better place for our children’s children – as I spoke of in a previous chat – to the 7th generation and beyond. Or are you happier, more comfortable, just watching everything unfold and maybe discussing stuff with friends or posting on Face Book?
There is no judgement here. This is Personal, Individual work that we are all being called upon to do in order for the Collective to start to really know its Self. We need to look at Self with honesty and open-mindedness and not to judge yourself or anyone else if you discover that you don’t hold any major commitments. To be quite honest, most people won’t.
You are a single thread that forms the tapestry of all humans on this planet and your thread is important. If you look at any tapestry, you’ll find that there are threads in there that form the big picture – the background, there are threads that form the detail – the 5 dancers. There is no one thread in there that is more important than another. In weaving, they are the weft.
Now think about the warp of the tapestry. These are the threads that run up and down the fabric and form the basis that the other threads, the weft, weave through. On a tightly woven tapestry, you don’t see those warp threads at all – not even if you look at the back of the work – but they are the threads that anchor the whole thing together. Without these the picture could not be formed. These are the threads representative of the silent majority. These are the threads that hold the whole thing together and creates our reality. These represent those who work within the Power of Silence. Those many, many people who simply get on with their daily life being the best person they can be. Silence is a powerful tool. Potentially the most powerful tool.
We all have our place and our job. I am asking that you work out what your part is in this tapestry at this point in linear time. Are you one of those oh so essential silent majority? Could you be one of the visible support workers – one of those threads that form the solid background? Or are you one of those shining, bright threads that jumps out and says “I have information. I hold knowledge that can bring your reality to a bright place.”
I AM asking that you sit down quietly, jot things down on a notepad, meditate, talk with your Guides and Higher Self – whatever way feels right, and work out what you are most committed to. It may be that you are most committed to your family. I suspect that will be right at the top of most people’s commitments. It may be your work or your health or pretty much anything, but whatever you feel the strongest commitment to, I’d like you to then take the next step. Ask yourself how important is that commitment to you. Don’t just think “Oh It’s very important” I want you to think deeper than that. I want you to think about how far you will go to protect those you are committed to. How much work are you willing to do and what kind of work. How far are you willing to hold that commitment? Will you do the work you need to do to protect your unborn descendants?
Once you have worked out your level of Commitment, then you can look at the HOW you can move forward. What form will that work take to uphold that commitment. This, my friends, I can’t help you with. It’s something only YOU can know. The ‘how’ of it. This is the bit that is often Spirit guided. You just need to recognise the guidance and choose to take up the work.
And whatever that commitment level, whatever way you choose to work with that commitment you have the opportunity to be doing your part towards making this reality into a place of peace and beauty. Think about how your work helps others – maybe, like that warp thread, in a way that is unseen. For example a school teacher allows a parent to go out to work and earn money that will help the family live in a better way. A garbage collector is a valuable and active part of maintaining the health of the community.
I made my initial commitment to work towards reducing the pain that is felt on this planet. I’m not an up-front warrior, my best tools are my mind and my skills with words. Essence became my teacher to guide me in the deeper knowledge and understanding I need. She helps me to understand why it’s sometimes necessary to move in what appears to be the wrong direction. Why sometimes you feel as if you are stagnating. My commitment to Essence and her work is a part of that initial commitment of mine. By learning and understanding I can best do the work of helping to reduce the pain of this planet. And my commitment to my Sacred Contractual Work? – well, that’s just another step in the process.
Making a major commitment is not something to be undertaken lightly. It’s not something you can pull on and off like a pair of socks. It sometimes involves losing friends, family, parts of yourself that you’ve been carrying for eons. Sometimes (often) it can mean getting out of bed in the middle of the night because you are being called and the other members of your ‘team’ work in a different time zone! But if you are someone who can make that commitment – well, the world, your world, doesn’t necessarily become a better place, it can even get to be a bit more difficult, a lot more difficult at times, but when you make that commitment – and uphold it however hard it becomes – then, then you KNOW why you are here. At least, you get to see some of the picture.
Right now, the Collective Consciousness of Humanity is being tested. The 17/8 ATKI is a huge challenge that has been brewing for millennia. This is a long game that won’t be resolved in this lifetime. How committed are you to doing the Energetic Work we need to do? Is your Spiritual Journey full and deep, or is it a surface thing. Are you prepared to do the work even when you know that the results most likely won’t be seen in your lifetime? That this is a long-game. Remember – I thought I was going home when I went into that Dragon’s Gate in 2016 and I was totally devastated to find out that I wasn’t. I had been thinking of the short game. The human view of working in this one lifetime. Once I recognised, understood and accepted that this will not be my only or my last lifetime, once I recognised the long-game, I was able to relax and allow things to unfurl in their own time. To Trust that it will all be right in the end. And that if it’s not all right – it’s not the end.
There’s no wrong answer. No judgement. You are just being called to recognise as an individual thread of the Collective Consciousness of Humanity, your commitment to humanity, to this planet and especially to your Spiritual Journey through this lifetime reality and beyond.
Gy’ Shé em
This is a transcription of the message given by Krone Auri’An in the bi-monthly Zoom Chat held by the International Koalition of Krones. You can find the full recording here: https://youtu.be/ONUImq4nPis