Posted in 2021

DREAM WEAVER

As I write this, I have just opened the box of Dreams to be woven into the Carpet for Cardwell that I am weaving and my emotions are hovering somewhere between wanting to cry and allowing my heart to soar.

I am Auri’An.  I am a Krone of the International Koalition of Krones, Meditation Therapist, Holistic Counsellor, Reiki Practitioner, EFT Tapping Master Practitioner, Healer (although I don’t like that word!), Energy Worker, Spiritual Awakening Guide, Dream Weaver and much more.  My aim in life is to help people navigate through the tricky times in their life by showing how some basic yet valuable ‘tools’ can help them regain their equilibrium.

I live in the Far North of Queensland, in a very small town called Cardwell. This place became ‘famous’ when a super cyclone came ashore just a little bit further north in the early morning of February 3rd 2011. Super Tropical Cyclone Yasi changed not only the face of the town, but attempted to destroy the heart of the people who live there. There are still a lot of unresolved problems in the town, for example the Marina. The owners went into liquidation after Yasi and now, 10 years later it’s still not sorted out. The marina is silting up; the coast guard can’t get out to rescue people; the roads around the marina are not maintained and neither is the street lighting. The sewage situation in that area around the marina will soon become unspeakable if something isn’t resolved very soon.

It is a town where so many dreams were squashed down by the need to simply survive.

But it’s also a town of fighters. It’s a town where a small number of people work their butts off to bring tourists to our town, to raise the awareness of what a beautiful place it is. There are themed markets held right through the cooler months and we even host the ONLY UFO Festival in the Southern Hemisphere!!


Carpet for Cardwell is a project I started a few months ago as a part of one of those themed market days.  I, with the assistance of anyone who wants to have a go, am taking the dreams of people who live in Cardwell, or who are just passing through, and am bringing them into reality by weaving the Energy of their dreams into a rag-rug carpet.  People write their dreams and drop them into the local Heritage and Visitor Information Centre.

I’ve enjoyed crafting since I was a small child. Well – that’s not strictly true, I enjoy working out how to do various crafts and then I lose interest, and I had no reason to suspect that my desire to learn how to weave a rag rug would be any different. I bought wood and screws and nails and bright red paint and worked on my very first woodwork piece. After all you can’t weave a carpet without a loom, and why have just a plain old boring wooden loom when there is bright red paint! There was a fair bit of eyelash-batting at the local hardware store (well, actually, at my age it’s more like pulling the ‘old-dear’ card) and got heaps of help in getting the wood cut to the right size and not getting a drill bit for metal.

Once I’d made the loom and learned how to do the plain twining weaving, I was hooked. I’ve mentioned it before, I’m a Meditation Therapist and twining weaving, once you’ve got the hang of it, is extremely calming for the mind. I spent hours working on this carpet even talking to clients on the phone whilst weaving, and it was whilst I was doing this that I realised that I was weaving the energy of the conversations into the carpet. Dream Weaving and a Carpet for Cardwell was birthed. I’m now weaving my 2nd carpet (also my 15th place mat; 9th dream catcher and about a dozen mandalas made from the cardboard tubes inside toilet rolls!)

Everything is made of energy and all energy vibrates.  Different things, including thoughts, vibrate at different frequencies.  Have you ever had troubling thoughts running through your head, or need to do a job that you just don’t want to do?  How does that feel to you?  I’m pretty sure that it feels heavy.  And when you are filled with happiness, when things are going your way and you feel marvellous – don’t you feel as if you could fly!!  The darker, heavier energy is of a low frequency; the brighter, lighter energy is high-frequency. 

Some of the Dreams I am weaving are sad.  Some have a difficult path to journey on.  These should feel heavy – except the people who have shared these dreams are filled with Hope – and Hope is a frequency that soars to the sky with potential. 

And so, as our Carpet for Cardwell takes shape, it is filled with Joy and Laughter; with Hope and Prayers; with Goals and Dreams for the future.  And in a world that often seems as if it is sinking into the murk it brings a beautiful light of Life.

May you weave your dreams into reality

Krone Auri’An

Thank you for reading my blog. Don’t forget to hit “Follow” so that you don’t miss out on future posts. Feel free to share this, but please share the entire post, not just bits and pieces.

Some of the Dreams that are being woven:

  1. To survive cancer
  2. To be able to travel the world, working in different forensic labs and solving murders. 
  3. I’d like to go to concerts of my favourite bands.
  4. To live a happy life with N.W.
  5. To find happiness with someone.
  6. Being a fairy and flying and being a spy and detection.
  7. To be a super hero
  8. To get into my dream school
  9. Happiness and Love
  10. A life of happiness and fulfilment
  11. A partner who listens and loves me for who I am, despite my faults.
  12. That my grandsons will have their mum and dad for many, many years
  13. To learn the CFX Programme.  Achieve financial freedom and help others change their life as well
  14. Unification of our towns
  15. To see the world come together in harmony
  16. Travel the great north and then travel Australia
  17. Parramatta Eels to win 2021 N.R.L. Grand Final
  18. That all Australians embrace the 60,000 year history available to us
  19. Peace and Serenity for all the world
  20. For everyone to be happy and content with their own lives and to be supportive to everyone
  21. Cardwell Marina to re-open
  22. That my twin nieces be born safely
  23. For the world to be kinder to the less fortunate.
  24. Fill the world with love
Posted in 2020, IKoK

Word Power

Photo by: Jason Rosewell. Unsplash

Words contain Power.  Power that is beyond anything that you might realise. At least, not without thinking deeply about the words that you use, and the words that others use around you.  How they affect you – and how they affect those others that you speak with – or to.

There.  Straight away, there, is an good example of what I mean.  I said, “The others that you speak with or to.”  Have a think about it.  When you bump into someone and have a chat, then you mention that chat to another person or just review it in your mind later on, how do you describe that conversation? I could say, “I spoke with Essence yesterday” or I could say “I spoke to Essence yesterday.”  Just have a think of the difference that is made by that tiny, often unthinking choice of words.  You may not even have noticed the difference.

When I speak WITH Essence – we are talking pretty much on an equal footing,  we are engaging each other in conversation.

Yet in this scenario, when I speak TO Essence – I would be not only taking control of the conversation – I would be taking Energy away from her because there is an inference that I am talking down to her in some way.  Diminishing her.  Of course, I never would consider myself in any way superior to Essence (she is my teacher, my mentor, my Spiritual Sister and, above all, my friend), but that diminishing of the Self of the person you are talking TO is a big potential for harm.

Think about it.  If one of your co-workers was speaking TO you in this manner, always talking TO you and not WITH you, it wouldn’t take long before you would feel really disempowered, and if it kept on, you would end up feeling fearful, bullied.  You’d loose the Joy in your work.

Now, I must say that CONTEXT also plays a big role in this.  For example, Essence does talk TO me occasionally.  She is my teacher, and she occasionally kicks my butt when I get too big for my britches, or I’m being particularly dense about something.  She does this because I asked her to.  I asked her to haul me back when I wander off track.  Teacher to Student.  It’s not a power-play, it’s a lesson that is given respectfully; I know the context and the Energy of the conversation and I am not being disempowered in anyway.   With Essence, it’s quite the opposite.  She doesn’t cause me Energetic Harm.

And this is what I want to talk about. 

I’ve been living in a situation where the words that a neighbour uses has caused me Energetic Harm.  It was not done on purpose, nothing at all was meant to diminish me or even make me feel uncomfortable, but after several months I reached the point where my Energy was seeping out of me like someone had turned on the tap.  I was feeling drained. 

My neighbour is a lovely person.  A great person who would give everything she has, to help another person in need.  She doesn’t have much herself, but I’ve seen her in action.  She is a good person.  She’s not on a conscious spiritual path – but she lives the best life she can.  Except for her speech.

She’s a naturally vocal person and I am not.  Loud noises are a trigger for my PTSD and she has a super loud voice.  She spends a lot of time on her balcony, on the phone to various friends and I cannot help but hear her private conversations.  I don’t want to but her voice carries as clear as if she is standing next to me so I constantly feel as if I am intruding.  And it’s not just the volume of her voice, it’s the cadence – she mainly sounds angry.  Even when she’s not, the cadence is as if she is arguing with someone, or being defensive.   And every 2nd word begins, probably with very little realisation, with an F. 

Photo by: wrongtog. Unsplash
(A good representation of how I see loud noise)

Have I said something to her?  Have I communicated how I feel about this?  Not really, not in plain language because she has the right to be who she is.  I am the one who is sensitive to loud noise.  I am the one who doesn’t want to hear another person’s life laid out on the table for all to listen to.  I am the one who feels battered by the constant swearing and who reads into her syntax and cadence the energy of anger and discord.  She is just a person who communicates in a certain way and doesn’t realise that from my perspective it feels like I’m being bludgeoned.

The reason I am sharing this is because I wanted to highlight how we can have an effect on others without realising it simply by the way we use the power of our voice and the words we use. 

And words carry Energy. 

Yes, we all know. This is a bit of a soap-box issue for me – I’ve written in my blog a few times on this topic, Way back in June I spoke on an IKoK Chat about it and I’ve given a few lectures on how you can shoot yourself in the foot by the words that you use, but each time I have been talking about you – about how your language use affects YOU.  I don’t think I’ve ever spoken on how your language use, the way that you communicate, can affect others.  But now I’d like you to think about exactly that.

We live in a world that depends upon communication, and as anyone who is aware of the Energy of such things will know, the vast majority of that communication at the moment is fear based.  And right now, when it has become so tricky to know if what you are being told is true, or not, it becomes even more essential to be discerning about who you talk with, or even to,  And who you listen to.

Making it even harder is the fact that so much mis-information carries a basis of truth – but a truth that has been twisted, embroidered, expanded until it bears little resemblance to the initial truth.  That kernel of truth running through that misleads good hearted people into falling down the rabbit hole into anger and fear and despair.  This is the communication that the Collective Consciousness of Humanity is dealing with.  This is the communication style that has brought us to such a low point in this reality. 

We talk, we use words, we communicate about coming together as One.  As working for the benefit of all.  And we use words, and syntax and cadence that says something entirely different.  The microcosm – my neighbour, a good soul who works to aid people yet still, in certain circumstance and unknowingly, causes Energetic Harm.  The macrocosm – Face Book, News media, the person you bumped into in the street.  And possibly, probably, you or me.

So what can we do about it? 

Previously, I’ve shared information about what to do so that your speech doesn’t affect your Energy and really, this is pretty much the same but with a focus on how your speech patterns affect others

I’d recommend first listening to yourself.  Record yourself on your phone and see what comes up.  Do you talk with others or do you talk to others?  Does that change depending on the context? Do you encourage conversation that brings everyone in on an even level?  Do you listen respectfully when someone says something you disagree with or do you try to show them that your knowledge is better?  Do you interrupt a whole lot?  This is mirror work that we must all do – and not just once. It’s an ongoing process. Clear Communication is the base work of the Conscious Evolution of Humanity.

I’ve been doing this mirror work and I’ve discovered that some of my habits could be construed as annoying to others.  I have a tendency to laugh in phone conversations but by doing this Mirror work, by LISTENING to myself, I’ve realised that that laughter is something I started to do many years ago to cover up my fears.  It happens with any phone conversation I have with any person, and it happens because a valuable form of information is removed for me – basically I can’t read face and body expressions which is something I learned as a very small child in order to be able to work out if a situation is fearful or not.  Those situations no longer apply but the cover-up laughter still remains.  It’s something I can now work on.  The mirror work is on self, but with the intention of bringing a new level of open communication with everyone around me. 

I am a single thread in the weaving of the Collective Consciousness of Humanity.  If I can improve my communication skills by being aware of the effects on others of my word choices and the way I deliver my message, I can have an affect on all other threads in that weaving. 

If we can each learn to communicate and interact with each other in a way that is more considered, respectful and less likely to cause Energetic Harm, we will be taking a step forward on the road of the Controlled Conscious Evolution of our Collective.

DID YOU KNOW: People living in areas with high levels of daytime noise had a 36% higher risk of being diagnosed with mild cognitive impairment, and a 30% increased risk of Alzheimer’s disease than those living in quieter neighbourhoods.

This blog is from the International Koalition of Krones Bi-monthly Chat of 23rd October 2020. You can watch the full chat at: https://youtu.be/daflEFbrP-w and also have the opportunity to take part in an amazing and powerful meditation.

The audio version can be found at: https://soundcloud.com/essence-ka-tha…

And you can find us on Face Book at: https://www.facebook.com/IKoK2266

Posted in 2020, IKoK

Truly Committed?

Photo: Christian Bueher. Unsplash

I feel like I’m stepping out on a slightly different path.  One filled with Possibilities and Probabilities and The Unknown in a whopping huge barrel-load of OMG-What-Have-I-Let-Myself-Into now!

I know what my Sacred Contractual Work is for this lifetime (and beyond) and I also know that I am at the very beginning of that work.  Knowing what your Sacred Contractual Work is, doesn’t mean that you are going to step right into it.  It doesn’t mean that you are actually even going to fully know, or understand, what it will entail.

I’m currently riding through a sort of settling-in period and I have been for a few years.  It’s a time of getting a better handle on what it’s all about.  A learning more about me, where I’ve come from; the choices that I’ve made that have lead me here.  It’s about understanding the world around me from a different perspective,  thinking about the world I would like to inhabit and the knowledge I will need to build that world; to live there and above all how do this work. However it develops. Whenever it develops.  If it develops.  Because I also know that although it may happen in this lifetime – it may just as easily not.  I’m planting seeds.  I’m Trusting that it WILL all work out as it’s meant to.  Even though there is no guarantee.

I’ve spoken before about my Sacred Contractual Work and how, within the Dragon’s Gate in 2016, I was so upset because I’d been so sure that I was ‘going home’ and discovered that I wasn’t.  At that time, even though I was very upset, I made a commitment.  In many ways this was like signing a legal Contract and even though I didn’t actually realise that for a couple of years because I was too wrapped up in being upset about not going home – my Higher Self recognised that this was the right path for me to follow. 

By that time I’d already made two major commitments.  When I talk about MAJOR commitments, I’m talking about making a commitment way beyond what is asked of most people.  We all make commitments – to our partner, to family, to work etc. and those commitments can last all your current life and be very important – or not.  These commitments can come to an end or even be broken.  But my path is asking that I make a deeper, more intense commitment to my work. 

The first was the one that totally changed my life when had what I call my Initial Awakening Experience where I’d spent 3 ½ hours in the middle of the night, sitting in the rain, in the mud, in the middle of a field, literally experiencing that absolute feeling that we all strive for – that feeling of being ONE.  Being Gaia.  Being the AUM of the Universe.  Being the trees, the grass and the wind.  And feeling the pain carried by all on this planet – especially the pain of our Mother, Gaia.  I emerged from that experience with my life forever changed.  I had made a Major Commitment to work to reduce that pain. 

A little less than a year later Essence put out a post asking if anyone recognised themselves as First Wave Blue Ray Indigo.  She was talking about me.  She was talking TO me.  Yes, many people felt that call, but I Knew it was spoken directly to ME.  It was a life-line and a few months later I became one of the admins of that Face Book group and I started my journey with Essence as my teacher.

 As I gradually began to learn and to find my path, I found myself making another Major Commitment.  One to the Work that Essence is here to do.  My belief in that Work is absolute.  My Commitment to aiding with that Work wherever I am able is not something I would ever even consider putting to one side.  Yes, we may at some point travel in different directions, but I believe in the work that Essence is here to do – and believe me there have been many times when I’ve questioned the stuff she comes out with and thought that Essence has really lost it – only to have something come along that proves without a shadow of doubt that this is work is real.

And so, in this lifetime so far, I have made three major commitments.  I have committed to following a spiritual path; to aiding Essence in her Sacred Work and in following my own Sacred Work.  And none of these commitments are mutually exclusive. The commitments were all made at different times, were not always recognised as commitments but they weave together in a way that I only truly started to see and understand in the last 6 months or so.  These commitments are connected, they are an integral part of the tapestry of my reality.  You’ll see the weavings – they are right there if you look.  My work contains threads from Essences work.  I have little doubt that some of my threads are woven into Essences tapestry.  And the same with Ko Ba Ja’s.  These interweavings are what forms the Group Collective Conscious Mind that we Krones work within.

Not everyone will be called upon to make such major commitments.  Very few I suspect.  Such deeper work is not something that everyone, as an individual, is meant to do. And that is fine.  Exactly as it should be.  Perfect.  But we – the Collective Consciousness of Humanity – ARE being asked to explore and understand our Commitment.  And that means that you, as an individual thread forming part of the Collective Consciousness of Humanity, needs to decide on your level of Commitment. 

And why do we need to decide right now?  Just look around you.  Almost everything that you see that is painful and wrong is the result of the Energy of the 17/8 ATKI rising up to be released.  Governments and corporations around the world, making decisions that further their personal agendas rather than for the good of the Collective Consciousness of this planet.  Of Earth herself. Not just humans.  This is the Energy of the 17/8 ATKI.  We’ve talked about this for a few years and now we are getting to see it in action. 

For years we’ve gone with the Love and Light, we’ve sat on our energetic butts and followed what we are being told whether that’s from our law-makers, our teachers or the billboards on the side of bus!  We don’t think of ourselves as sheeple, but we, as a Collective, don’t think FOR ourselves either.  Together.  As a Collective.  We haven’t made that commitment to change anything at a fundamental level.  We’ve blindly accepted that we live in a male-dominated society – even as we tell ourselves that the Divine Feminine is rising.  It’s what we know.  It’s been that way for the last 6,000 years.  We are programmed, genetically imprinted.  And it needs to change.

Now – I’m NOT asking that you go out and join in with the protests that are happening all over this world.  Unless that’s where you are drawn.  I’m NOT asking that you become militant in the need to change things – to my mind, that is a very masculine, traditional way of doing it and is, long term, not likely to succeed in any major way.  Peace has never been the result or aim of violence.   Remember – everything is Energy.  Frequency.  You cannot create a frequency of peace from a frequency of war. And I’m not asking that you put yourself on the front line unless that is where you feel your purpose is. 

What I AM asking, is for you to think about your commitment – to whatever.  Are you really committed to building a better place for our children’s children – as I spoke of in a previous chat – to the 7th generation and beyond.  Or are you happier, more comfortable, just watching everything unfold and maybe discussing stuff with friends or posting on Face Book?

There is no judgement here.  This is Personal, Individual work that we are all being called upon to do in order for the Collective to start to really know its Self.  We need to look at Self with honesty and open-mindedness and not to judge yourself or anyone else if you discover that you don’t hold any major commitments.  To be quite honest, most people won’t.

You are a single thread that forms the tapestry of all humans on this planet and your thread is important.  If you look at any tapestry, you’ll find that there are threads in there that form the big picture – the background, there are threads that form the detail – the 5 dancers. There is no one thread in there that is more important than another.  In weaving, they are the weft.

Now think about the warp of the tapestry.  These are the threads that run up and down the fabric and form the basis that the other threads, the weft, weave through.  On a tightly woven tapestry, you don’t see those warp threads at all – not even if you look at the back of the work – but they are the threads that anchor the whole thing together.  Without these the picture could not be formed.  These are the threads representative of the silent majority.  These are the threads that hold the whole thing together and creates our reality.  These represent those who work within the Power of Silence.  Those many, many people who simply get on with their daily life being the best person they can be.  Silence is a powerful tool.  Potentially the most powerful tool. 

We all have our place and our job.  I am asking that you work out what your part is in this tapestry at this point in linear time.  Are you one of those oh so essential silent majority?  Could you be one of the visible support workers – one of those threads that form the solid background?  Or are you one of those shining, bright threads that jumps out and says “I have information.  I hold knowledge that can bring your reality to a bright place.”

I AM asking that you sit down quietly, jot things down on a notepad, meditate, talk with your Guides and Higher Self – whatever way feels right, and work out what you are most committed to.  It may be that you are most committed to your family.  I suspect that will be right at the top of most people’s commitments.  It may be your work or your health or pretty much anything, but whatever you feel the strongest commitment to, I’d like you to then take the next step.  Ask yourself how important is that commitment to you.  Don’t just think “Oh It’s very important”  I want you to think deeper than that.  I want you to think about how far you will go to protect those you are committed to.  How much work are you willing to do and what kind of work.   How far are you willing to hold that commitment?  Will you do the work you need to do to protect your unborn descendants? 

Once you have worked out your level of Commitment, then you can look at the HOW you can move forward.  What form will that work take to uphold that commitment.  This, my friends, I can’t help you with.  It’s something only YOU can know.  The ‘how’ of it.  This is the bit that is often Spirit guided.  You just need to recognise the guidance and choose to take up the work.

And whatever that commitment level, whatever way you choose to work with that commitment you have the opportunity to be doing your part towards making this reality into a place of peace and beauty.  Think about how your work helps others – maybe, like that warp thread, in a way that is unseen.  For example a school teacher allows a parent to go out to work and earn money that will help the family live in a better way.  A garbage collector is a valuable and active part of maintaining the health of the community.

I made my initial commitment to work towards reducing the pain that is felt on this planet.  I’m not an up-front warrior, my best tools are my mind and my skills with words.  Essence became my teacher to guide me in the deeper knowledge and understanding I need.  She helps me to understand why it’s sometimes necessary to move in what appears to be the wrong direction.  Why sometimes you feel as if you are stagnating.  My commitment to Essence and her work is a part of that initial commitment of mine.  By learning and understanding I can best do the work of helping to reduce the pain of this planet.  And my commitment to my Sacred Contractual Work? – well, that’s just another step in the process. 

Making a major commitment is not something to be undertaken lightly.  It’s not something you can pull on and off like a pair of socks.  It sometimes involves losing friends, family, parts of yourself that you’ve been carrying for eons.  Sometimes (often) it can mean getting out of bed in the middle of the night because you are being called and the other members of your ‘team’ work in a different time zone!  But if you are someone who can make that commitment – well, the world, your world,  doesn’t necessarily become a better place, it can even get to be a bit more difficult, a lot more difficult at times, but when you make that commitment – and uphold it however hard it becomes – then, then you KNOW why you are here.  At least, you get to see some of the picture.

Right now, the Collective Consciousness of Humanity is being tested.  The 17/8 ATKI is a huge challenge that has been brewing for millennia.  This is a long game that won’t be resolved in this lifetime.  How committed are you to doing the Energetic Work we need to do?  Is your Spiritual Journey full and deep, or is it a surface thing.  Are you prepared to do the work even when you know that the results most likely won’t be seen in your lifetime? That this is a long-game.  Remember – I thought I was going home when I went into that Dragon’s Gate in 2016 and I was totally devastated to find out that I wasn’t.  I had been thinking of the short game. The human view of working in this one lifetime.  Once I recognised, understood and accepted that this will not be my only or my last lifetime, once I recognised the long-game, I was able to relax and allow things to unfurl in their own time.  To Trust that it will all be right in the end.  And that if it’s not all right – it’s not the end.

There’s no wrong answer.  No judgement.  You are just being called to recognise as an individual thread of the Collective Consciousness of Humanity, your commitment to humanity, to this planet and especially to your Spiritual Journey through this lifetime reality and beyond.    

Gy’ Shé em

Auri’An

This is a transcription of the message given by Krone Auri’An in the bi-monthly Zoom Chat held by the International Koalition of Krones. You can find the full recording here: https://youtu.be/ONUImq4nPis

Posted in 2020, Animal Medicine

Working Together

Every week I make a recording for the International Koalition of Krones, and either as stand-alone or as a part of our IKoK bi-monthly Zoom Chats, I share a message from the Animal Kingdom.  I’d like to share this one with you.  You can find links to my work with the IKoK on my website www.aurian.blog

Today I am talking about a Collective Consciousness where the individuals really know about working together.  They are industrious, determined, and strong.  With stamina and patience, together they can build or bring down things that are far greater than they each could as individuals.  They work together for the good of all members of their community.  If one gets inured others will tend to it,  carry his load.  They work diligently.  They understand that they have to put in the hard yakka if they want to succeed. And believe me, they want to succeed and they are successful.  They are the second most prolific creature on this planet.   

They have one goal – the ongoing survival and success of their community.  They are social creatures and they know that all things will come with hard work, time and conviction and that they can overcome any obstacle if they all work for that one goal. So they do.  They all work for that one goal – survival of their species.

What animal could I be talking about?  Human?  We certainly have all these attributes – except one.  We too are strong, most of us will work hard at what we need to do to survive as individuals and family groups.  A lot of us will help others who are in need.  We can overcome amazingly hard challenges and we are also social creatures, however, the biggest difference between us and the animals I am talking about, other than physical form, is the one major step that we humans have not yet fully gained in our evolution – we don’t work together for the survival of our species.  We don’t work together for the survival of our home.

The Collective Consciousness of Humanity has almost 8 billion individuals. 

The Collective Consciousness of these creatures has an estimated quadrillion individuals.  That is one million trillion.  Way too many zeros for me!  They, not us, could be considered the rulers of this planet.  We humans do not even feature in their society.  We are not on their radar.  They have no idea that we are here.  They inhabit every continent except Antartica.  I am talking about Ants.

I think it’s fair to say that there are very few humans on this planet who do not really dislike ants.  Some folk may have a fascination about how their societies work, but generally we hate them and we fear them.  They invade our homes.  They can EAT our homes!  They get into our kitchen cupboards, our pets drinking bowls, our beds for goodness sake!  They swarm, they try to set up new colonies in the wall behind your sofa – and we wage war on them.  I’ve talked with the other Krones about this, we are all capture-and-release people, but ants and cockroaches?  Well there’s no capture and release for these creatures – they are killed!!!  Swatted.  Sprayed with Tea-Tree oil, boiling water poured over their nest, our homes surrounded with a moat of diatomaceous earth….. 

Yet, other than their physical form, in many ways they actually epitomise what we, humans, are aiming for.  We talk about aiming for Oneness.  For everyone to understand that they are each a small part of something that is far bigger than us.  That we are all connected.  That if something hurts our planet, our trees, our oceans, our family, we too – every one of us – are hurt.  All of us.  Including, ultimately, those that do the harm.

Other than our physical form we have so many thing in common with ants.  So many similarities and this, I believe, is why we really do not like them.  They could easily have been the dominant species of this planet if they were bigger.  We won that race because we have opposable thumbs and because we don’t follow that path of Oneness – that society that has only one mind.  We don’t subscribe to the hive mind.  It is our ability to think individually that allowed us to become dominant.  Though I suspect that ants would challenge that thought if we could communicate with them!

That ability to think individually is our greatest gift and our greatest burden.  I’m pretty sure that ants don’t have “Eureka” moments; I suspect that an individual ant couldn’t think up something as complicated as a motor car.  Or Electricity.  Or the wheel.  It’s probably just as well because if they could – we, humans, probably wouldn’t be here now. And I think – just my personal opinion – that it is this very ancient threat to our species that makes us hate them so much; the potential of similarity in everything other than physical form makes them too alike, too close to us for comfort.

  • Ants’ message is to remind us that we are stronger than we think.
  • That if we can come together in common cause, then with hard work, time and conviction we will achieve our goals. 
  • We can turn dreams into reality.
  • Individually we are small – together we are stronger than we could possibly imagine.
  • All things are connected – but humans have that added ability to think individually.
  • We need to learn to think individually and act as one for the survival of our species. 
  • It’s time to stop thinking about the small things; these will resolve themselves if we focus on that one thing we all desire – to build the best possible future for our species.

Gy’ Shé em

Krone Auri’An

Posted in 2020

To the 7th Generation

Photo by Jannis Lucas on Unsplash

I grew up in the UK.  In a time where the entire world always seemed to fighting.  In my home town we had to deal with the IRA; with a very militant Green Peace and, because we had two nuclear power stations in the area and our main industry was the building of nuclear submarines, my town was on the Cold War strike list.  Those Big Red Buttons – one in the USA and one in Russia – could fire armed warheads straight at my town if the people who ran those countries decided to have a hissy fit.  At 17 years old, I had to take a course so that I could recognise letter bombs because I was working in a lawyers office and it wasn’t a far stretch of the imagination that we would receive such a thing – and I opened the mail. It sometimes happened that I’d go into the town and find the chalked outlines of people lying on the street as if they had been killed.  It was just a demonstration, but it was a powerful one.  This was life. At least nobody in my home town were being shot at.

Media were very vigilant in their reporting of every act of warfare, torture, famine, racial riots.  Fake news wasn’t needed – there was plenty of drama to build fear without that.

For me, that eventually brought me to a point where, in my mid 20’s, I couldn’t handle the Energy of it any more and I had my first mental breakdown.  I had an amazing doctor, one who listened when I said I couldn’t be hospitalised because I had a baby to look after.  Instead he gave me his lunch hours and let me talk; gave me coping tools.  I learned how to cope with life.  I did it by burying my head in the sand and refusing to watch the world.  I have refused to watch the world for 40 years.  Until this year.

Now I watch our young people also being forced to live through trauma.  But this is trauma of such a different kind.  In my day you knew the direction that death was likely to come from.  You lived it.  It was ‘normal’ and you just got on with life.  You played out with your friends, you went to school, you got into trouble, you left school at 15 and went straight into your first job…..  You lived life with that shadow hanging over you. You and every other person you knew and you were able to deal with it because you were in the same boat as everyone else.  You were together in a situation that you had no way to control.  You were TOGETHER.

Our kids though? They have that shadow hanging over them but for them the direction the fear is coming from is far less solid.  The fear and anger and trauma of my young life damaged me.  I’ve struggled emotionally all my life – rolling from one drama to the next, usually in tears – and I wasn’t isolated behind a mask.  I wasn’t separated from everyone else by 6ft.  I wasn’t taught to fear everyone.  How are our children going to cope with the trauma of the isolation and separation they are having to face right now? 

I watch the news nowadays.  It’s been a baptism of fire after 40 years of not watching any form of news.  I think this avoidance has given me an unique view of what is happening.  I’m observing but I’m not caught up in the fervour.  I see the politicising of what is basically a bad strain of the flu.  I cannot think of it as anything other.  I am a survivor of Bird Flu.  I was probably one of the first people in Australia to get the Bird Flu – it was in 2004, a year before that pandemic was fully felt and there was no restrictions put upon me. It took me about 6 months to get to the point where I wasn’t coughing my guts up at the slightest exertion. It has the same symptoms as Covid-19; it’s passed on in the same way – through air-borne droplets from coughs and sneezes.  And it carried a 68% mortality rate.  Only 32 people out of every 100 that caught Bird Flu lived to tell the tale.  This is the event that resulted in the guidelines being written for dealing with a pandemic – those very ones that governments around the world are ignoring or twisting to their own point of view.  The ones that say we don’t need to wear masks, or quarantine, or close down borders or totally trash the economic balance of the world.

But the point of all this rambling is our children.  How are they being helped through these times.  I watch the news.  Remember, it’s something that is new to me.  I see adults who are angry.  I see adults who are fearful.  I see adults yelling for this or that or the other.  I see adults killing each other.  I see adults accusing other adults of the most heinous acts of depravity.  I see adults exerting power over the lives of others.  I see this as videos on social media – where the kids could also potentially see them.  I see adults complaining that they are only allowed out for one hour of exercise.  I see adults complaining that they can’t go for a drive if they want to, that they can’t go to the beach, or to the pub, or to work, or that they have lost their work.  I see adults talking about themselves and other adults.

I see news-readers bravely telling us of the politicians and others with self-inflated egos using the fear that has been generated to bolster their own agendas.  Here in Australia we wobble on the edge of dictatorship, where we are not allowed to leave the country or travel interstate; where a pregnant mum can be arrested in front of her children for posting on Facebook that she would like to see a peaceful demonstration. Where a young lady is not allowed to go to her father’s funeral or comfort her 11 year old sister.

But tell me – where are the adults who are advocating in the public media for the children? I know they must be there, working for the children, but their voice is drowned out by the adults talking about adults.  The education department in my state have put out guidelines to teachers.  I volunteer at my local school and I see first-hand how our teachers are doing an amazing job, they are doing their best to help the kids – but they are not mental-health professionals. There should be a huge blast of very visible resources for helping our children.

I don’t see a focus on the care of our children on the news programmes I watch.  Maybe I’m watching the wrong ones.  Our children are hidden behind the fear of the adults.  They are being poisoned by the fear and anger of adults.  They are being poisoned by their imprisonment and separation caused by the adult fear of something that kills a very small percentage of people.  To save one life, we damage thousands.

Eventually these children are going to have to take on the reins of government, of corporate venture.  They are going to be the ones who will guide us into the future of humanity and we are damaging them.  We are causing untold trauma to our young people, and like me, when I was younger, most of them will have no way to express it.  They probably don’t even recognise the damage.  I know I didn’t.  It becomes normalised, and it’s frightening to think that our children will think it normal to remain separate to others, to fear others. Our children being isolated from other children is not a future I want to envisage – but I can’t help but see it.  It took me until I reached my 60’s to fully understand and work my way through the fears of my childhood. 

We keep saying that we’re working for a better future.  But we focus on the wrong things.  I see people becoming angry and fearful about the illusions spread by cultish groups, fears, for example, of children being taken by those using Blackmagic; being tortured for some enzyme that supposedly can extend life; being kidnapped, raped in unbelievable numbers.  I’m not saying that children are not being kidnapped and abused, what I am saying is are you protecting your own children – or are they being exposed this?  I know that such a thing would have terrified me as a child if I’d happened to overhear my parents talking of such things.


Our children, and their children and their children’s children ARE our future.  And we don’t even recognise how much we are hurting them, damaging them mentally, emotionally and socially with our adult fears and our anger. Is it really surprising that suicide rates in young people is rising?

I know of a people who don’t only consider their children’s welfare – or their children’s children even – every decision, every interaction considers, as a priority, the welfare of the children of these people to the 7th generation. 

Why, when it is so clear to see that THIS, our children to the 7th generation, is the future of humanity; why can’t we make that same consideration?  We’ve been focused on NOW for too long.  Focusing on Now isn’t necessarily wrong, but we need to make sure that the Now we focus on is from the perspective of how it will affect the next 7 generations – 200 years.

What is our future going to look like in 200 years down this current timeline?  When that 7th generation are coming into their power.  What are future historians going to say about this point in history?  Those future historians are your children’s children. 

YOU are your children’s ancestor.  YOU are creating the world they will be living in. 

Please, think about what are you creating?

Posted in 2020, Animal Medicine

ANIMAL MEDICINE

MUSKRAT AND CARDINAL

Roughly four times a month I record a message that is brought forward for the Collective Conscious of Humanity – and in particular for Starseeds who are trying to find their way. Many Starseeds are becoming lost, unknowingly being pulled down the rabbit-hole of addiction to the Energy of the Shadow Side Forces of Light.

You can find these recordings by going to You Tube, and searching on “Essence Ka tha’ras”
Two of the recordings each month are direct and two are as a part of the bi-monthly Zoom Chat of the International Koalition of Krones.


The following is my notes for this recording.

How do you think, in future years, historians are going to respond when looking back on 2020?  What are they going to write in the history books?  What are the children of the future going to be taught, about this period in linear time? 

Is this year going to be remembered as the period in human history that we just about destroyed ourselves?  A time where humans managed to get pulled under by fake news, egotistical politicians over-stepping what they were elected to protect; fear and panic over a virus driving humanity into insanity?

Or is it going to be remembered as a time when humanity finally stood up, and not with fear, violence and over-reaction, but with gentle love, compassion and understanding, turned things around?  Is 2020 going to be remembered as a time where we recognised that we are working through a Collective Karmic Imbalance, and that we have the opportunity to release and correct the misuse that caused the imbalance in the first place?

Just as we, as individuals have to work through our Karmic Imbalance, so too does the Collective Consciousness of Humanity.  The imbalance that the Collective is having to deal with at this time was first incurred during the time of Atlantis.  The verbal histories tell us of the downfall of Atlantis, and the reasons why this happened.  These reasons are origin of the imbalance we are clearing now. 

We can’t move forward until this Karmic Imbalance is cleared, but we don’t have to do it alone, we have help.  The animal kingdom has been coming forward – they are inhabitants of this planet just as we are, and what we humans do directly affects them too.  They are sharing their wisdom in the hope that we will listen, take note and act.  Before it’s too late  This week we are receiving the wisdom of Muskrat.

The Karmic Imbalance that we, the Collective Consciousness of Humanity, are working to release is to do with the mis-use of technology and the manipulation of human DNA. Muskrat obviously isn’t directly involved with technology or with DNA manipulation, but he IS involved with using resources wisely and with purpose. Human technology is a resource that is being mis-used and we run a very real risk of sliding back into the very thing that caused this Karmic Imbalance in the first place.  We are wasting resources at an unprecedented rate. We are chasing after illusion and mis-direction;  we are being emotionally manipulated by media and those we put in a position of trust.  We are fighting battles with Energy that should be directed in a different way.

Muskrat is very involved with avoiding wastage of resources.  For the benefit of his home and family, he will re-cycle – re-purpose things that have been discarded by others.  He teaches us to use our resources wisely.  He is asking us to look at where we waste our resources – not only on a global level but more on a personal level, an emotional and energetic level.  Are we using our time and our personal Energy wisely? Or not? 

We need to look at our lives, at where we direct our Energy and if we find we need to change direction, to basically re-purpose that Energy that we are putting out into the world, and we need to make those changes in order to conserve our shining light, our Vibration, our Loving Energy and no longer allow ourselves to be depleted into the fear and anger that is so prevalent right now, we can draw upon Muskrat Energy to help us to move through these emotional times.  We need to be able to swim through these emotional waters calmly and with purpose and not to be discouraged.  We need to re-purpose the Energy we have spent chasing down rabbit-holes filled with anger.

With the Collective Consciousness of Humanity entering into it’s Dark Night of The Soul we are being asked to look at many things and reviewing and re-purposing your Energy use is just one thing that Muskrat can help us with.  Another area to look deeply into is how we interact with others.  Muskrat knows how to get along well with other species and he is showing us that we should have a good look at how we interact with others, how we view those who have differences to what we hold and believe in.  Differences in skin colour, hair, size, fitness levels , age, sex, knowledge, religion, political views, ethnicity, the make up we use, our style of dress – the list goes on and on.

The differences held between people are many and a lot of that wasted Energy is spent in pointing these differences out, of using these differences as a means of dis-respect, fear and anger.  We will not move forward until we – as individuals and as the Collective – can recognise these differences and treat them with honour, respect and celebration of humanity’s diversity.  Because, as we have said before, we cannot have Unity without Diversity.

Muskrat is bringing a whole heap of wisdom to our attention.  Draw upon his Energy as we work our way through this DNOTS.  Draw on it as the individual thread of the Collective Consciousness of Humanity that you are.

Muskrat IS our messenger today, but we also had a visit from one of the most loved of Spirit Messengers in the US.  Singing “pretty, pretty, pretty” a Red Cardinal joined in our Krone conversation.  Cardinal is a messenger of change, and she brings a message reminding us that we are loved and supported and whilst she can bring confirmation that you are on the right track, she can just as easily be visiting to tell us that we need look around us, we need to look into ourselves and make sure that we haven’t got caught up in using our Energy on something that is not singing to you of beauty.  Messengers on crimson wings should never be ignored.  They carry the wisdom of ages and a Cardinal can often appear to help us make up our mind about the right course of action.

If you find that your course of action is to separate yourself from certain elements that are being destructive to your Energy; if you are feeling emotionally wobbly; if you need to make some changes in your life or if you discover that you are having difficulty in understanding someone who is, perhaps, oriented in a different direction to you, then close your eyes, draw in a couple of deep breaths; focus on Muskrat, bring his image into your mind, and in gratitude for his gift of wisdom, ask for his aid in helping you to use your resources in a way that brings Love, Hope, Peace and Safety.