Posted in 2021

Drama and Ego

I’m no expert, but it seems to me that in times of war you have to stop and review what’s been going on, what you believe will happen, what you want to see happen and what is likely to actually happen.  This is what I have been doing over the last few weeks.

I’m not a regular writer in this blog.  I have a tendency to do my other stuff until something happens and I just have to write about it – and if that need to write gets as far as actually publishing, well that is just awesome!  I had intended to become a tad more disciplined this year – at least I had until the Universe stepped in with other plans.

So far it’s been a year of drama.  And really?  I’ve had quite enough drama in my life to be quite happily bored for a time.  We know that there is massive amounts of drama in the world but I’m talking personal drama on top of all that Covid crap. It’s been full on and has felt like a major war with massive salvos being shot across my equanimity. 

It should have been no surprise.  I’d had plenty of warning from my Spiritual Sister and Teacher, Essence Ka tha’ras.  I knew that the Collective Consciousness of Humanity was heading towards a Collective Dark Night of the Soul and that it won’t peak at its worst point until September 2022.  I also know (because I work closely with her and have seen her predictions come into reality so many times that any doubt just doesn’t exist) that this is only the first stage of that DNOTS and that things are likely to get a whole lot rockier.

So what on Earth made me think that I would escape?  Was it because I have just come out of my own DNOTS?  It took me over 5 years to pull that one off, so I have all the experience in the world about working and living in that place.  I definitely thought I could use that to help others as they fall into their own personal dark place.  Could I possibly have thought that I was immune because during my DNOTS I also studied and gained my skills and qualifications as an Holistic Counsellor? 

Who knows?  What I do know is that in thinking I could avoid this I had donned my own face mask – right over my eyes.  I recognised this. This was the work of Ego. 

Ego is super-sneaky.  Ego leads you to believe that you are helping to sort out the problems of Self and/or the world.  Ego makes you think you are bullet-proof and, believe me, that doesn’t help one little bit when trying to survive in our current society. 

It’s not really surprising that Ego has shown up for me as a micro aspect of the macro (the Collective Consciousness of Humanity).  Ego is currently having a field-day with our world leaders.  And not just the leaders of our society.  You only have to turn on the TV to see it glowing in the faces of many people as they scream and yell and destroy all the while thinking that this violence is going to change things for the better.  Idiots.

What they are doing is giving Ego a bigger platform in their lives.  They are making it all about Me Me Me whilst believing that it is about Us Us Us.  And the arena that it is most easily seen is in that of what is rapidly becoming one of the worlds fastest growing religions – yes a religion, complete with warped dogma – the so-called New Age Belief System.  But I digress.  I’ll talk about that one on another blog.

So.  In my personal war I have spent time reviewing.  I have spent time looking into the darkest aspects of me and my ego.  I have been doing Shadow Work.  We, the IKoK – International Koalition of Krones – have been saying for a while that the Collective will have to do this Shadow Work.  That if they don’t they will be forced into it by circumstance.  I learn by experience and I am having my personal experience of being made to look deeply through all the drama in my life in a way I just can’t avoid.

And all I can say right now is that if the entire Collective Consciousness of Humanity has to do the same, has to dig as deep as I have, has to face its fears and its demons, it’s going to be messy.  But I also want to hold up a ray of light.  Only a few days ago I believed I was falling deeply into that dark well of despair that I know so well having lived in it for many years, but I am still here.  Occasionally teetering on the edge for sure but all that experience and study and training has held me in good stead.  I recognised what was happening and I chose to survive.  I chose to survive because I believe, so very strongly, that I can help.  Even if it is only with one person.  I can help that one person make a difference in their life.

And that isn’t ego.  It’s Krone Wisdom.  The wisdom that is grown out of knowledge and experience and shared with all who seek it and respect it.

Gy’ Shé em

I AM Krone

Krone Auri’An

Posted in 2020, IKoK

Word Power

Photo by: Jason Rosewell. Unsplash

Words contain Power.  Power that is beyond anything that you might realise. At least, not without thinking deeply about the words that you use, and the words that others use around you.  How they affect you – and how they affect those others that you speak with – or to.

There.  Straight away, there, is an good example of what I mean.  I said, “The others that you speak with or to.”  Have a think about it.  When you bump into someone and have a chat, then you mention that chat to another person or just review it in your mind later on, how do you describe that conversation? I could say, “I spoke with Essence yesterday” or I could say “I spoke to Essence yesterday.”  Just have a think of the difference that is made by that tiny, often unthinking choice of words.  You may not even have noticed the difference.

When I speak WITH Essence – we are talking pretty much on an equal footing,  we are engaging each other in conversation.

Yet in this scenario, when I speak TO Essence – I would be not only taking control of the conversation – I would be taking Energy away from her because there is an inference that I am talking down to her in some way.  Diminishing her.  Of course, I never would consider myself in any way superior to Essence (she is my teacher, my mentor, my Spiritual Sister and, above all, my friend), but that diminishing of the Self of the person you are talking TO is a big potential for harm.

Think about it.  If one of your co-workers was speaking TO you in this manner, always talking TO you and not WITH you, it wouldn’t take long before you would feel really disempowered, and if it kept on, you would end up feeling fearful, bullied.  You’d loose the Joy in your work.

Now, I must say that CONTEXT also plays a big role in this.  For example, Essence does talk TO me occasionally.  She is my teacher, and she occasionally kicks my butt when I get too big for my britches, or I’m being particularly dense about something.  She does this because I asked her to.  I asked her to haul me back when I wander off track.  Teacher to Student.  It’s not a power-play, it’s a lesson that is given respectfully; I know the context and the Energy of the conversation and I am not being disempowered in anyway.   With Essence, it’s quite the opposite.  She doesn’t cause me Energetic Harm.

And this is what I want to talk about. 

I’ve been living in a situation where the words that a neighbour uses has caused me Energetic Harm.  It was not done on purpose, nothing at all was meant to diminish me or even make me feel uncomfortable, but after several months I reached the point where my Energy was seeping out of me like someone had turned on the tap.  I was feeling drained. 

My neighbour is a lovely person.  A great person who would give everything she has, to help another person in need.  She doesn’t have much herself, but I’ve seen her in action.  She is a good person.  She’s not on a conscious spiritual path – but she lives the best life she can.  Except for her speech.

She’s a naturally vocal person and I am not.  Loud noises are a trigger for my PTSD and she has a super loud voice.  She spends a lot of time on her balcony, on the phone to various friends and I cannot help but hear her private conversations.  I don’t want to but her voice carries as clear as if she is standing next to me so I constantly feel as if I am intruding.  And it’s not just the volume of her voice, it’s the cadence – she mainly sounds angry.  Even when she’s not, the cadence is as if she is arguing with someone, or being defensive.   And every 2nd word begins, probably with very little realisation, with an F. 

Photo by: wrongtog. Unsplash
(A good representation of how I see loud noise)

Have I said something to her?  Have I communicated how I feel about this?  Not really, not in plain language because she has the right to be who she is.  I am the one who is sensitive to loud noise.  I am the one who doesn’t want to hear another person’s life laid out on the table for all to listen to.  I am the one who feels battered by the constant swearing and who reads into her syntax and cadence the energy of anger and discord.  She is just a person who communicates in a certain way and doesn’t realise that from my perspective it feels like I’m being bludgeoned.

The reason I am sharing this is because I wanted to highlight how we can have an effect on others without realising it simply by the way we use the power of our voice and the words we use. 

And words carry Energy. 

Yes, we all know. This is a bit of a soap-box issue for me – I’ve written in my blog a few times on this topic, Way back in June I spoke on an IKoK Chat about it and I’ve given a few lectures on how you can shoot yourself in the foot by the words that you use, but each time I have been talking about you – about how your language use affects YOU.  I don’t think I’ve ever spoken on how your language use, the way that you communicate, can affect others.  But now I’d like you to think about exactly that.

We live in a world that depends upon communication, and as anyone who is aware of the Energy of such things will know, the vast majority of that communication at the moment is fear based.  And right now, when it has become so tricky to know if what you are being told is true, or not, it becomes even more essential to be discerning about who you talk with, or even to,  And who you listen to.

Making it even harder is the fact that so much mis-information carries a basis of truth – but a truth that has been twisted, embroidered, expanded until it bears little resemblance to the initial truth.  That kernel of truth running through that misleads good hearted people into falling down the rabbit hole into anger and fear and despair.  This is the communication that the Collective Consciousness of Humanity is dealing with.  This is the communication style that has brought us to such a low point in this reality. 

We talk, we use words, we communicate about coming together as One.  As working for the benefit of all.  And we use words, and syntax and cadence that says something entirely different.  The microcosm – my neighbour, a good soul who works to aid people yet still, in certain circumstance and unknowingly, causes Energetic Harm.  The macrocosm – Face Book, News media, the person you bumped into in the street.  And possibly, probably, you or me.

So what can we do about it? 

Previously, I’ve shared information about what to do so that your speech doesn’t affect your Energy and really, this is pretty much the same but with a focus on how your speech patterns affect others

I’d recommend first listening to yourself.  Record yourself on your phone and see what comes up.  Do you talk with others or do you talk to others?  Does that change depending on the context? Do you encourage conversation that brings everyone in on an even level?  Do you listen respectfully when someone says something you disagree with or do you try to show them that your knowledge is better?  Do you interrupt a whole lot?  This is mirror work that we must all do – and not just once. It’s an ongoing process. Clear Communication is the base work of the Conscious Evolution of Humanity.

I’ve been doing this mirror work and I’ve discovered that some of my habits could be construed as annoying to others.  I have a tendency to laugh in phone conversations but by doing this Mirror work, by LISTENING to myself, I’ve realised that that laughter is something I started to do many years ago to cover up my fears.  It happens with any phone conversation I have with any person, and it happens because a valuable form of information is removed for me – basically I can’t read face and body expressions which is something I learned as a very small child in order to be able to work out if a situation is fearful or not.  Those situations no longer apply but the cover-up laughter still remains.  It’s something I can now work on.  The mirror work is on self, but with the intention of bringing a new level of open communication with everyone around me. 

I am a single thread in the weaving of the Collective Consciousness of Humanity.  If I can improve my communication skills by being aware of the effects on others of my word choices and the way I deliver my message, I can have an affect on all other threads in that weaving. 

If we can each learn to communicate and interact with each other in a way that is more considered, respectful and less likely to cause Energetic Harm, we will be taking a step forward on the road of the Controlled Conscious Evolution of our Collective.

DID YOU KNOW: People living in areas with high levels of daytime noise had a 36% higher risk of being diagnosed with mild cognitive impairment, and a 30% increased risk of Alzheimer’s disease than those living in quieter neighbourhoods.

This blog is from the International Koalition of Krones Bi-monthly Chat of 23rd October 2020. You can watch the full chat at: https://youtu.be/daflEFbrP-w and also have the opportunity to take part in an amazing and powerful meditation.

The audio version can be found at: https://soundcloud.com/essence-ka-tha…

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