I saw a post on Facebook asking people “what kept you alive when nothing seem able to save you”. That post triggered a memory of me, in my office, not long after my husband had passed on, sitting at the computer, headphones on and the volume really loud so that I didn’t have to listen to, or deal with, any of the crap going on around me.
Symphony of Sorrowful Songs by Gorecki was one of only two things that kept me on this earth when my husband died. It starts so softly and gently that you don’t really hear anything for the first 2 minutes, and then it just builds and builds.
I’ve you’ve not listened to this, the title may be enough to make you wonder why, when you are feeling at the absolute bottom of the dung hill would you want to wallow in deep, dark music? Those who turn to music to help them get through the hard times will understand – the music you listen to can be a reflection of the emotions you have rolling through you when are either unable to fully express those emotions, or have pushed them down so deep that you can’t express them. It’s like doing mirror work; delving deep knowing that once you hit rock bottom, the only way is up.
When you find that one track and you keep playing it over and over again, you may start to recognise the beauty and grace in the flow of the melody and you find that even though the music almost always brings tears, they are cleansing. This was my ‘bling’ in one of the dark times of my life. I literally wallowed in this music for several months. It became like a drug, and without it I could not exist. It seemed to be the only thing around me that reflected back the emotions I tried to hide from the world and that often threatened to drown me.
Symphony of Sorrowful songs by Gorecki is like a sunrise over the ocean. Living in the darkness is not comfortable. It can be scary, especially when the future is unknown, but like the sunrise, this music guides you through your personal dark nights and shows you a promise of peace.
Sunrise from my garden – Auri’An
As you listen, there is the quiet expectation of the time before the first hint of light becomes visible. The darkest place. It’s quiet. So quiet and deep that you barely register the sound, but bit by bit like the pre-dawn glow of the sunrise, the music starts to infiltrate, it starts to make itself known to your awareness.
It’s heavy, dark, and it feels like a very familiar reflection of the darkness and struggle in your own heart. But like that sunrise, it keeps coming on in waves that bring the inevitable lifting of the darkness. As the waves of music swell, for a moment you recognise the emotion that you hold under tight control, so that to others, you show not the sadness that is your constant companion, but rather your hard-won strength, and that even though you may be struggling right now, you will survive this. It is a recognition of how you get through your day – the heaviness pushed to the background and overlaid with something lighter that allows you to do what you need to do in order to simply exist.
And still this music climbs, bringing the Energy from your Root Chakra, through Sacral, Solar Plexus and coming up to your Heart Chakra, bringing the promise of eventual Peace. Your heart rate starts to slow and, as with the sound of the ocean waves, you allow the music to wash over you, relaxing physical tension, washing away the false-front you hold like a shield against the world, and allowing a release of emotion.
Then the sun peaks over the horizon – a moment of stillness, before the Soprano voice joins in and so perfectly expresses what is in your heart, building and building until you feel almost overwhelmed. The waves of Energy keep climbing and you recognise the cycles that occur in life: the humdrum repetitions that sometimes provide a lifeline; the almost-too intense times when you simply don’t know what to do and you just exist through the tempest; the quieter times where you can pause and take a breath. These cycles? They are Life. The sun is risen.
In writing this, I sat and listened to this music for the first time in years. Those life cycles have moved on and although there has been much drama, pain and loss, there has also been much joy and love and laughter. Life has been lived. I still feel the sunrise in this music and as it builds and grows it takes me to different heights. I have a different starting-point – I’m no longer in the well of despair and am not listening from the dark depths of grief. I still feel it in my Heart Chakra, but this is where it starts, not where it grows to. That promise of peace has been realised and I am now feeling deeper into the emotion of the composer. I don’t know his story, but this piece was written from the heart. And it is beautiful.
This is a link to this album. I’d love to hear your thoughts…..
WordPress (the host for this site) has raised a challenge for bloggists toincorporate the theme of ‘bridge’ into their work. @WordPrompt Here are my thoughts….
When you think of a bridge, most people reading this would think of a structure that gets you over an obstacle such as a river, a train-track or a road. Me? I think in terms of Energy – the Energy of our planet and the Collective Consciousness of Humanity. Specifically, I am thinking of where the Collective is currently standing on that bridge between worlds. We are at the start of the bridge, right at the beginning of our journey from our Past and into our Future, and every step forward is a new step into whichever future we are choosing. For those who are wondering what the scenery is like on the other side – who knows? But we are actually in the process of choosing the future of humanity right now. That’s what all this upheaval is about. There are plenty of other people who can go into the whys and wherefores and the politics of totalitarianism and democracy, finance, control and all the other variables that we are feeling our way through – I’ve had my head in the sand for over 40 years and am so not qualified to make a judgement.
But I do know one thing – what we are doing is deciding what the future will look like for our children, and their children. Every choice and action we take, lays down the groundwork for the future of every Being on this planet, now and for the inconceivably long future. Are we truly going to be able to bring about a Golden Age of love and respect in a world free of greed? Or does it appear to you that we are heading right into the dystopian worlds portrayed by the movies we watch?
We’ve had it reasonably cushy in the ‘western’ world for a few decades and we have certain expectations of living which is probably one of the reasons that makes something like a pandemic and a war that will, quite likely, touch us personally in some way, seem so traumatic – even if it’s only in the cost of fuel or the lack of toilet paper. Yet this era that we are moving into, one of rising costs, civil unrest, pestilence, war, death and destruction, is nothing new. It is exactly the way the world, or rather, humans, have operated since forever.
A few days ago, I was talking with my friend and teacher, Essence Ka tha’ras, and we had one of those amazing conversations where we really dug deep into a topic. I love these conversations. Essence has a way of ‘tripping’ my mind into making connections I suspect I would never have otherwise made – and once made, understood and agreed that these thoughts hold a lot of Truth, they tend to stick around. This conversation was about cycles. Cycles of life of the individual, of the Collective, of our society as a whole. We discussed the cycles of our planet, our Galaxy, even our Universe. We went deep.
The result is that we saw that all the things that are happening in the world is not something that is unusual. What is unusual is that we have had a period before this current time where we developed a different understanding of what is considered normal life. We got used to easy living; of having plenty; of there being a surplus. Of expecting, mainly, to die of old age. We have given a high value to human Life. But, if you look back through known history, there has always been war and pestilence. It’s a horrible thought, and something I’d prefer not to think about, but these things are normal for our race.
Things move in cycles. We know this. Most of us only have to look at our own lives to see the repeating patterns. We work at breaking free of those patterns, of transmuting our darker threads into bright lights. But what if we are not so special after all, what if we are simply cogs in a wheel of the same-old-same-old cycles going around and around? What if that dystopian future is part of the pattern? Think about it.
Think of the wars in our own living memory and just beyond: WW1 and WW2; Vietnam, Korea, the Boer War, the Crimea, Afghanistan, Bosnia, Iraq, Palestine, Africa…. The list is never-ending. Now think of ‘pestilences’ – Covid is not so bad compared to smallpox, aids, mumps, polio, the Spanish flu and the one I personally survived – bird flu. That one had a 68% mortality rate. As I said – Covid is small-fry next to some of these.
Expand again and think of all the wars and conflicts you read about in school, that you watch movies about. Think about the Empires that have risen up and have fallen – Rome, Greece, Mongolia, China, Egypt. Then go back further into racial memory – Atlantis, Lemuria…. Who knows if there were any civilisations before then? I don’t, but I would not be surprised to discover that these too were simply part of the cycles of life on this planet.
There is no denying that we are a violent race and right now it’s obvious that in this very uncomfortable time in our history, we are experiencing the long drawn-out death of one ‘empire’ and on the other side of that bridge is another empire waiting to be birthed.
Currently this next ‘Empire’ looks to be anything but comfortable. It may be that, like our racial memories tell us, not a whole lot of us will survive this transition. We may have been well-trained to obey and find that life, where everything is controlled, is something that suits us well; we may have to drop a lot further down the spiral before we stand and say, “I don’t want my children’s future to look like this”.
Currently our galaxy is at a point of change in the Precession, and we do have the opportunity to choose which path we will take into the future. Which bridge to cross, and the potential problem here is that whichever way the Collective chooses, we are going to be there for the next part of the Precession – somewhere around 13,000 years. We need to choose well.
The cycle of birth, growth, decay and death is normal. It’s normal for individuals, Empires, planets and beyond. What is happening is nothing new.
As Essence summed it up:
“There’s nothing wrong. There’s nothing to fix. This is just the Tao”.
It is said that we are all Creators. Certainly we are the creators of the life we are living. Whether you perceive your life as ‘good’ or ‘bad’ your choices contributed to where you find yourself today. I’ve made some tough choices in the past and, in retrospect, a lot of them have not been the wise choices. In many ways my life has not been balanced, and that has shown up in the situations I have found myself in, and however much I want to blame others, in the end it comes down to the reality that the choices I made affected the life I live.
The same is true for the Collective. We put people into power around our world who are making their own choices with regards to how we all travel through these difficult times. It doesn’t matter whether you are pro-this or anti-that, we all – as in the vast majority of individuals who are each a single thread in the Collective Consciousness of Humanity – have made choices over the past 50 years, 100 years and longer, that have brought us to this point in linear time. We are responsible for the choices we make. Each choice affects the road we travel into our future, and just as the choices our grandparents and parents made affected the life we came into, so to will our choices affect those who follow after us.
I am currently in a personal period of choice – a choice to remain where I am, getting older, fatter, slower, using past injury and current aches as an excuse not to fully getting my health back on track, and not stimulating my curiosity and mental agility, or I can choose to take a different path.
The easiest choice by far is the first option. For that I need do nothing more than I am currently doing. I will be comfortable and I will probably be reasonably happy. I can sit at my computer, as I am now and type my thoughts into this blog or one of the books I am (very slowly) writing; I can spend time scrolling through social media, watching You Tube and Netflix, talking with friends and volunteering in my local community. It would be a good life. It would also be a life that would bring stagnation and, probably fairly quickly, it would bring about the ending of this part of my journey through this lifetime. Yes, it could take years for my physical death to occur, but my emotional and mental bodies would wither and die a long time before my physical body.
The second choice – a different path – is by far the harder. To find out more about where I might want to go, I needed to dig down into the choices I made in the past that have brought me to this place in life. I had to do this honestly and with a mind open sufficiently to see different ways of looking at those choices. Then I needed to choose whether those past choices are still relevant, and whether I still want to carry them with me.
For example. I have always had a strong need to help other people. At times that need has driven me to make poor choices so far as Self is concerned. That need has been something of paramount importance for the last 60+ years and that made it one of the first things to delve into. One of the things I looked into is “Why is it important to help others?” And for each answer that came to the surface, I had to ask myself, “Is that reason, really the most important thing, and what are the alternatives? What if I choose to help ME for a change?”
In facing each of the various major hang-ups of my past, facing each one and choosing whether to put them into the bag of weighty stuff to carry on my back through this last third of my current existence or whether to discard them with gratitude for the experiences and lessons they gave to me – however painful or restrictive they have been, I have been able to make my choice in how I want to create my future. And it is not by sliding comfortably into my older age.
I have chosen the second path. I believe I have chosen the harder path, but also the one that will bring with it far greater rewards. I am challenging myself with something that is pretty alien for me – doing something purely for me. For me only, and with no thought of using the knowledge and skills gained on this Journey to specifically aid anyone other than me. That concept alone is a mountain to climb.
My new path has, in fact, been in my face for over a year and it is just one thing of many that triggered my need to make a choice going forward – do I follow this and see where it leads or do I stay with what is comfortable with very little room for creativity.
Creating your future by the choices you make now is powerful stuff and is not to be undertaken lightly. And I am a Creator.
The topic I was directed to talk about today is so in alignment with the things that have been happening in my personal life over the last few days, I couldn’t help but laugh. I cracked up.
I was directed to pull a card for guidance on the topic that I needed to talk about today, and the deck I used is called Sacred Traveller by Denise Lynn. The card I pulled is called “Impasse”, and earlier this week I had actually been given personal experience of an impasse situation.
The definition of “Impasse” is a situation where no progress is possible, and in our 3D world, it’s often caused by a dispute of some kind. An impasse can happen pretty much anywhere, where two or more groups are in disagreement and none of them will give an inch. They can’t progress. No-one is going to win. Everyone stands a chance of losing. It can happen at work, within the relationships in your life – your family, friends – and it can happen on your spiritual path too.
An Impasse is an obstacle. And on your Journey through this life, when you come across an obstacle you generally need to make a choice. Regardless of what the obstacle actually is, it’s like a big high wall that’s stopping you progressing, and nothing is going to happen, nothing is going to change or improve whilst that big wall is in the way. So you find that you need to make a choice about how you are going to deal with the problem in front of you. You want to move forward, but there is something stopping you.
You could ignore it. Hope it’ll go away or that someone else will deal with it. Settle down on your side of the obstacle, where it’s comfortable, where you understand your side of things and you don’t get to be challenged by other side. And you stop growing. You stagnate.
You could get angry and butt-heads with the obstacle. Try to convince the opposition that you are right and they are wrong – and maybe they are doing exactly the same thing. Or maybe you are throwing yourself against that wall and the other side are just ignoring you. You don’t count.
So what else can you do? You could take a step backwards, give yourself a bit of space to review the situation first, and then turn around and walk away from the barrier and find a new pathway.
In our 3D world, where you can’t separate the physical from the spiritual, there are many forms of impasse that can form that huge high wall preventing us moving into the glorious golden-age future that we dream of. In our society right now, it can sometime feel as if those walls are just growing higher. Closing us in, trapping us, encasing us. Just settling down where you are comfortable isn’t making things better; butting against the obstacle only seem to encourage its growth, so maybe it’s time to look at things from a new perspective.
A wise person, when faced with a barrier across her path, looks for another route – a way around the barrier.
It’s time to re-direct our energy.
We have been learning that we are all in this current situation. No-one really is exempt. Every human that exists on this planet is affected by the current impasse to our growth. Yes, some individuals are growing, but when you consider the Collective, nearly 8 billion humans, you could say that we are at an impasse. We are settling down, getting used to the barriers around us. Every one of us is a part of this planet, this galaxy, this universe. We ARE together and we need to start working together to remove what is stopping us from growing. And so far it seems as if we have either been settling in to where it’s comfortable or bashing ourselves against the ever-growing obstacle. And we know that neither of those things are going to work. We need to find a new way to get through or round or over the obstacle so we can re-find our path, or we need to find a new path.
In my personal experience this week, I chose to walk away from where the other individual was busy bashing against the wall. It wasn’t easy. It isn’t easy. But it was also the right choice. It gave me space to understand more, it gave me the opportunity to see new pathways, new directions to follow. Walking away freed me to take the steps I needed to fly over that barrier and lightly walk on into my future.
This was me. Auri’An. One human. One thread in the weaving of the CCoH. In this experience I was given the gift to understand how high we could fly if we could only lift each other up over the impasse that we have built.
But only if we can learn to truly understand that we are all One and because we are all One, we are all on the same side.
Gy’ Shé em Flip the Fear and Shine your Bling
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Those who travel the Spiritual realms say that “We need to release that which no longer serves”, although in our everyday human life we are more likely to say something like “out with the old, make room for the new” but how many of us actually take the time to understand what those words mean and to actually do something about it?
I’ve often spoken of how we talk-the-talk but don’t understand the energy of the words we use; of how we have fallen into the habit of parroting phrases that sound good to us, but as with many of these so-called “New Age” phrases, we don’t often take the time to dig deep within ourselves to find out what it actually means, on an energetic level, to do those things.
So, what is it that no longer serves? What does it mean? I’ve seen and heard it being used by people when they really mean “Shut up about XYZ. It’s done. Get over it!” And although that’s fairly extreme I also find that it can be used as an excuse similar to when you know that you need to clean the fridge but can’t be bothered just yet. It’s a very wide-ranging term that is open to an almost infinite range of explanations.
In the physical world for example, it’s likely to mean sorting out your wardrobe and getting rid of stuff that doesn’t fit any more or it could be the dancing Elvis doll you bought on a whim and is now cluttering up your bookshelf – or, yes, cleaning the fridge! In your emotional world, it could mean leaving an abusive relationship or walking away from a virulent argument. It could be leaving behind beliefs and memories that replay in your mind causing you to fall back into self-destructive energy. And it is this last example that is most important to those of us who are working within the Spiritual realms, because these beliefs and memories have a tendency to cycle around and around simply because we haven’t dealt with them. They are the very things that pull us down and cause it to be hard to maintain the highest energy frequency we can.
I, like most other people, have things that have adversely affected me my whole life. Those who have been following me for a while are probably aware that for most of my life I have stumbled from one drama to another and that over the past few years I have been actively working to deal with the energies of these dramas. As I have worked through various things, I have come to realise that these are the very things that have gifted me with knowledge and wisdom, caring and the desire to be of assistance to the Collective. I have been discovering that the dramas of my life are the very things that make me into the person I am becoming.
Here’s an example. I used to work in the corporate world. A large company where I held a National Management position. I left that world over 15 years ago, yet I still feel the anger, frustration and powerlessness of every Board meeting I attended – where the old-school-mates would leave a box of tissues at my place at the table because they knew that it was so very easy to wind me up until I burst into tears. That they were tears of anger and frustration at being misunderstood in a predominantly male world, compounded by deep disappointment in self that I reacted that way, was no matter – the game was to make me cry.
Even though I am no longer that person, and the anger and frustration is long gone, the memory remains. The belief that I react this way to bullies was so ingrained that I didn’t actually think of it as a belief. It was just me. I didn’t even realise that the other people were being bullies. I actually carried the energy of that memory with me over the years without even realising it, because it was such a part of ME that it had become something I rarely thought of – until I released that energy just the other day within a meditation session. I had carried one perspective of that situation for all these years – that of the emotions I felt during those horribly embarrassing meetings. In that meditation, I came to see another perspective where I could understand that although the actual hands-on work as that National Manager was right up my street, as a PTSD sufferer, I was ill-equipped for the aspects that involved confrontation. The “what no longer served me” that I released was not only the memory pain of being bullied, embarrassed and emotional when pushed, but with it came the realisation that at that time in my life I was in a situation that was beyond me. I forgave my overwhelming work colleagues and, most importantly, I forgave myself.
A few weeks ago I, and the other Krones, logged off social media for a break from the energies – for “Spiritual Maintenance.” It was a much-needed time to reset beliefs – to release that which no longer serves and to confirm commitments to the work that we do. I had a lot of difficulty in getting back to my groups and pages – the energies seemed stagnant. It was time for a good close look at why. My page, The Path to Ein Teri Y’h was about a long-held dream that seemed about to move from a dream into reality when covid reared its head and so many dreams fell into dust. I had given that group a new name, tried to stir the energies back into some form of enthusiasm but it became so very obvious that this was one of those things that no longer served. And so I released that Facebook group and it is being archived on 31st August, and by doing that I have given myself time. Time to work on my blog, my podcast, the work of the International Koalition of Krones, my Helping You course and more.
When you release those old, long-held beliefs not only does it give you a feeling of dropping a heavy weight, it gives you room to move, to become creative. To grow. It gives you space, physically, emotionally and spiritually, to spread your wings, to learn how to fly in a new world.
Gy’ Shé em Flip the heaviness and Shine your Bling
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The Founder of the IKoK, Essence Ka tha’ras, is, amongst many other things, a Master Metatronic Numerologist. If you wish to explore her work, and the work of the IKoK, there are links below.
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All my life, for as long as I can remember, I have been overwhelmed. For most of my life I believed it was because of my upbringing which was in a time when children could be seen, but most definitely were not to be heard. It was confusing. Adults and other children around me, made me feel befuddled. They made me fearful; they over-powered me with their very presence, with the noise that they made. They were too active – too strong and I didn’t understand that it wasn’t their physical voice, or activity, or muscular strength that overpowered me – it was far stranger than that. Some people could over-power me simply by looking at me and make me devolve into tear-filled mess.
The noise that humans make hurts me. Even now – in certain situations. Not physically, it’s more of a mental disturbance. It’s hard to describe, and as a child I had no means of reference to say that this pain which hurt my body and this pain which hurt my soul were any different. I had no guidance to know that it wasn’t always physical noise that hurt. Now I know that it is the chaotic, jumbled Energy noise that so many people put out, that can hurt so much.
Like many others, I had no-one to guide me, so I learnt avoidance. I already knew how to disappear into the walls so that I couldn’t be seen but I also learned how to disappear into story books, how to travel to different realms. My own way to describe it was to “go visit the Elephants”. Basically I would leave my body and go where I felt safe. On the open savannah with the elephants. I would walk in their footsteps. I have a guide, Emily, who is a big, blue, matriachal elephant. I even have a painting of her on my wall. She makes me feel safe.
I learned how not to be there even when my physical body was. It was the only way I had at that time to control my environment. When I got a bit older, I used food to control my environment. I was anorexic.
That tentative control was violently ripped from me one day when I was caught up in riots. Now I understand that it wasn’t just the physical noise and violence of those riots, but the Energy of anger, fear, death; of dominance, destruction and hatred. That Energy whirled around in a maelstrom of violence that I couldn’t handle. For over 20 years after that event, I lived in fear of everything outside my front door. I had zero control of everything that happened outside my front door. It took that long for me to be diagnosed with PTSD.
Time moved on, I learned how to deal with the panic attacks that happened every day and especially whenever I went into a place where there were lots of people. My need to escape the pain I felt was so great that I would become violent. I’ve been thrown out of more that one McDonalds for going to thump someone who was simply talking loudly!
Time moved on, I learned coping strategies and life continued – and was even fulfilling at times. Then, totally out of the blue, in the midst of a time when other dramas were playing out, I was accused of something I hadn’t done, something I hadn’t even been involved with and I was threatened with jail time. My world was already very delicately poised, but with this threat it totally collapsed. This was in August 2014.
In October 2014, I had what I call my Initial Spiritual Awakening Experience. And in June the following year Essence Ka tha’ras came into my life. There have been many times when I have stated that she saved my sanity and I am deadly serious about that. Finally someone was able to explain to me what was happening.
At 60 years of age I found out about Empathy. Of course I knew about empathy as opposed to sympathy, but I didn’t know that empathy could also be an amalgam of our senses; a deeper sense. A response to the energies swirling about in the world around us. I didn’t know that people are empathic in this way of sensing the energies around them. I found out that I am Empathic – and that every other human on this planet has that ability to some degree or other. If they are open to it – it’s a matter of sensitivity. Most importantly, I learned that it overwhelms when you are not in control. And I, most definitely, was not in control. I finally discovered that all this pain and noise and overwhelm is because I am very sensitive to the energy of what is around me.
Essence taught me that I can learn to take control.
That has probably been the most important part of my journey through this lifetime. You really can’t learn to control how you perceive and receive the energy around you, until you learn about how Energy works and how to work with Energy. You can’t just flick a switch – you have to learn about it.
The very first thing I needed to learn was how to stop seeing all this Energetic swirling as something to be feared. Essence taught me that if I could learn to take control, instead of it controlling me, that this knowledge of the energy of the world around me could become my greatest gift for helping others. I am driven to help others; and this could be an amazing tool but I had to change my mindset, my beliefs. I’d had 60 years of fear and hiding from something that could be my greatest asset – but it wasn’t something that was going to be learned overnight.
Essence got the ball rolling, but eventually my guides directed me to attend a weekly meditation circle in the town where I lived. The people there were lovely. Committed, helpful, caring – but the Energies they moved in were already too low a frequency for me to feel comfortable in and I wasn’t sufficiently experienced to be able to move through different frequencies without being affected. I know that sounds like Ego – Hey, my frequency is higher than yours – but that is very definitely not the case. It was simply that they worked in fields that operated in different frequencies than those I was starting to work in. I went there to learn skills I needed – primarily I needed to learn to trust what I Know. To trust the Energy I was able to read. How did I do this, I learned the art of psychometry.
I was pretty hopeless with reading Energy off personal items such as jewellery, they feel inert to me, but my teacher would put a photograph in an envelope or face-down on the table and I would hover my hand over it, I wouldn’t touch it and I would attempt to ‘read’ the Energy I felt about whatever was in that photo that I couldn’t see. I had to push myself out of my comfort zone and learn to say what came into my Knowing without doubting and second-guessing it. Sometimes the things students would come out with when we did these exercises were hilarious or even ridiculous, but no-one ever made anyone else feel stupid. We were all just having a go and I learned to relax and say whatever popped into my mind. And surprisingly that information was uncannily accurate.
It was a good class. Fun. Great people. And every single week for about 18 months, I left that class, got home and vomited. Every single week after attending that class, I would spend hours throwing up.
Now, to be fair, I do have a number of food intolerances and vomiting isn’t really unusual for me when I eat certain natural food chemicals and so, week after week I thought it was something I was eating. Until I was invited to visit the local Spiritual Church.
I went into that church and immediately felt that really familiar draining of my Energy that I describe as ‘pain’. This was a place of very low frequency and I was in a position of starting to be able to recognise and understand it. When I had to rush out of that church in order to vomit, I knew exactly why I had been throwing up for the previous 18 months. However lovely the people were in the class I had been attending, the Energy they were working in was too low for the frequencies I was learning to move within and when I mentioned this with my psychometry teacher, she confirmed that she too had recognised that I would soon be leaving to follow my own path. This is a good way of understanding that you really can’t separate the physical from the spiritual.
During most of this time, I had lived in an apartment building with the most horrible, swirling, chaotic energy. Next door was an even bigger apartment building that held energies that were even more intense. It came to a point, when I had to move out. I was the fourth successive manager of that building to have had a mental breakdown. That’s how bad the Energy was there. I amicably separated from my husband and moved to a town several hours away, but on the 1st January 2018 I found myself back in that building after getting a call for help in running the resort.
Despite already having several years of learning to recognise and understand how to read the Energy and, at a basic level, how to work with it, I found myself just 8 days later, on the beach seeking a passive way to leave this life. That’s how badly I was being affected by that energy of those buildings in just 8 short days. I went into meditation and beseeched the Universe to either take me or to show me how to bring balance into my life.
Balance is what I got. I fell off the sea wall. I had to be rescued by the fire service; had two stays in hospital and 4 1/2 hours of surgery pinning my leg back together. When I came out of hospital I had to go back to that place of swirling, painful energy which had only become worse. I had to spend 9 weeks in bed with my leg stuck in the air. And I had to recognise that Energy and not allow it to take control of me once again. I had to learn to choose how I worked with it.
During those 9 weeks I was severely tested. I don’t need to go into the details, but it was bad; it was hard. And it was here that I came to understand that me being in control of the way I perceive and work with the energies around me, or of allowing these energies to control me as they had whilst I was younger was all about choice. Choice and discernment. I had the ability to choose how I saw, felt and reacted to the energies around me and in order to make that choice I had to be able to discern what was beneficial and what was not. And believe me, not only then but in the three years since that accident, I have been severely challenged.
Does this mean that I am now fully in control of my Empathic abilities. Nope. I think I will be learning and growing in this area for a long time yet. What has happened is that I am learning to use that energy in the way that Essence told me I would be able to do. I now view this ability as the true gift it is. I use it to see my world as it is and not so much as it is presented. I use it when I have a client – either for Reiki or drum healing or as a counsellor. I use it within meditation for the benefit of the entire collective – and it’s impossible not to work with energy when working with Essence.
One of the first things she taught me is that Everything is Energy, Frequency, Vibration. It took me a while to get a really good handle on understanding that – but I think I’m pretty much getting there!
Thank you. Thank you for listening. I hope the sharing of my journey helps you to better understand your journey and not to be overwhelmed by the fears of uncontrolled empathy.
Gy’ Shé em Flip the heaviness and Shine your Bling
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Today, I woke very early, 3.00am and spoke for a couple of hours with close Facebook friends. Sisters in Spirit. I came away from that conversation with a feeling of being re-directed. Or rather, of recognition of a re-direction that was already in place.
This is my time of stepping into the Autumn of my life. I feel the shift. I feel it as a physical thing as I write this – a not-quite dizziness, a side stepping within the realms of the dimensions I normally travel in. As if I am holding my breath. There is a feeling of clarity that is overlaid with wonder and excitement – and not a little trepidation. This moving into the Autumn of my life involves a shedding.
As trees shed their leaves, I have been shedding mine – although it wasn’t really clear until this chat with my Facebook sisters. Dreams have changed into so much smoke and have drifted away on the crazy-making winds of Covid-induced fear. Plans that were ripe for exploring and bringing into the world have sunk back into the ground. Those explorations of things that were going to make a real difference in this world, feels very much as if they will never materialise again in my current lifetime. Yet they still may. I am not yet prepared to fully shed my dreams. I hold hope in my heart for humanity.
I have friends who are also finding that they need to make changes and although I doubt they will ever leave my life, distance is coming into play. A moving away as a leaf moves away on the wind of change. Anchors in social media are becoming full of holes as the travel directions of gifted knowledge are ignored by those who are seeking their way, but not noticing the signposts.
Moving into this third season of my life is a physical thing. And a spiritual thing. You really cannot separate them. Physically, I am leaving behind the zest and energy of the spring and the summer. There is a physical slowing down. Spiritually, there is a pause. A waiting time. This is, perhaps, the greatest shift.
I have been spending untold Energy in trying to help many people, utilising tools such as social media; bashing my head against so many pairs of closed ears and eyes. Talking, teaching of certain things, only to find that those who appeared to be listening were not. And then hearing the words echoed back at a later time with the warped twist of Chinese Whispers and displayed as something new.
Autumn is a season of changes. A time of preparation and the start of the slowing down for that time of rest known as Winter. I feel it will be a long Autumn in the seasons of my life and I can see where the refocusing is going to lie. At least, for now. My interest in creativity is very strong. The potential of weaving a dream into reality is being redirected into the creation of weaving rag rugs. The foundation of a future I wanted to build is being re-directed into an exploration of the joys and complexities of polymer clay! This shedding doesn’t mean the end, just a re-shaping, a pulling-back into a smaller world.
Time to stop worrying about the rest of the world. About the Neophytes who think they are Masters and the harm they can bring about in their unknowingly feeding Energy into the very things they believe they are fighting. The Collective Consciousness of Humanity will decide it’s own future. I am but one small thread, a whisper in a crowd that is yelling “Me, me, me.”
It’s going to be interesting to see where this Autumn of shedding leaves will take me. But one thing is True… I AM Krone. I share my thoughts – it’s up to you if you listen.
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In the last chat I delved a little deeper into how we deal with our problems, and I talked about the need to take action steps. Today, I’m going to delve a bit deeper again. This issue, of needing to take action steps, is a fundamental building tool that we are not using correctly and that is, in many ways, holding us back from being able to come together in a way that can highlight the future that we want to see this Collective moving towards.
On the 5th of May, people all around the world started 108 Days of Sacred Meditation, and the aim of that meditation is to create the necessary Metamorphosis for the Collective Consciousness of Humanity and to bring into existence the energy of its Bliss.
Metamorphosis is the changing of one thing into something totally different. Think of a caterpillar changing into a butterfly. At the moment we, the Collective, we are the caterpillar and all we are thinking of is satisfying our needs. What we, as individuals, want.
And what IS our Bliss? What is it that we, the Collective Consciousness of Humanity are really seeking for the future of our species? I know I have my ideas, as an individual, of what I want to future to look like, but I am only one tiny little thread of the Collective. I can easily envisage how I want it to look for the next 10 years or so – after that it gets a bit tricky. And when we stretch it out, like, 50 years… Well, I pretty much expect to be pushing up daisies by then, so do I need to worry about that?
Well. Yes I do. For several reasons.
First: How I act upon the choices I make today, will affect those who are living when I – in this human body, are not living any more.
Second: And this is going to upset a lot of Starseed who think they are finished with this human life and are ‘going home’ when they exit this world. Wrong. The only thing that we are finished with is the work we first came here to do. That’s where that strong feeling of finalising comes from. It’s the Work that’s been completed. The planet is now at a sufficiently high level that the Energy can support the Great Awakening that is happening. We’ve done that job BUT we have more work to do. You know that just by looking around you. We are not at the end-game yet and we WILL be back. Think about how you want the world to look when you do come back. In 50 years. A hundred years. A thousand years! If we make bad choices now, we don’t get to escape the consequences!
Third: We are all ONE. We have a habit of just saying those words without feeling right into what they mean; without understanding the depth and the emotion and the Energy. We ARE all One. We are fractal parts of each other and of Source. What we do to each other we do to our Self. If we don’t make the right choices, we will hurt other people, other beings – and that means we are hurting our own Self. That’s a tricky one to get your head around, I know. But it is Truth.
I’m going to take a little sidestep here. We’ll get back to that lot at another time, but right now I want to stop and have a think about the choices that we ARE making right now. Choices as individuals. Choices pertaining to the stuff I’ve been talking about for the last couple of chats. I’m going to step right into the physical side of our lives.
A month or so ago my guides gave me a nudge to go check a French Philosopher called Rene Descartes. I’m sure a lot of you have heard of him. I’d heard the name, but knew nothing of him. The thing that my guides were sending me to look at was that he is the chappie who is responsible for our current medical point of view. He decided that he was going to prove the existence of God and along the way he worked out – erroneously in my mind – that the physical and the spiritual aspects of a human can actually survive independent of each other. Hmmm…
The upshot is that medicine started to view the human body as a mechanical system. The soul / spirit / mind had nothing to do with the mechanics of the human body. And over time we were taught that we cannot heal our own bodies, we need the equivalent of a car mechanic; that we need the aid of doctors and drugs. And you know what? There are lots of instances where that is totally correct, we do need our modern medical knowledge and expertise, but the problem is that we have come to a situation where when we are unwell, we visit a doctor and we ‘hand over’ our symptoms. We give the doctor a list – verbally, written, however – of all the things we are experiencing – our symptoms – and we look to the doctor to fix it. We abdicate responsibility for our ill health. We don’t recognise and acknowledge that the dis-ease could be something of OUR making – maybe our food choices or lack of exercise or allowing stress to get out of control. Whatever it is, we go to the doctors to get it all sorted out.
We get a diagnosis and usually a script for medication. Again, nothing wrong with that when needed, but the problem is that we have generally abdicated responsibility for our Self. And when we include our Spiritual Self – because we now know that the physical body and the spiritual body are not separate, we find again so many people who are unwell, who ask for Energy Healing, for prayers, and are expecting the results to be just like a doctor visit. They ask for help and lots of people do send healing energy and prayers, and that is lovely – but what are the people receiving this energy doing on their end? Are they taking action steps to fix the situation that has come about; or are they waiting for that energy to flow over and through them and fix all the problems without them having to do the hard yakka.
In the last chat I spoke of how I used the Energy that was shared with me when I was seriously ill. I outlined the Action Steps I took. I talked of how I took strength from the care of those people around me and I mentioned that none of that Energy was given in a way that is considered as Spiritual Healing Energy. But Energy is simply energy, whatever it’s source. It was the practical care of doctors, physios, chiropractors; the people I worked with; family; friends and strangers that I received.
I mentioned how I had a choice: I could use that Energy to accept my illness, to accept that wheelchair. I could have ignored and negated all the energy and assistance given to me and slumped into despondency and depression – and still ended up in that wheelchair. I could have taken that energy and done nothing with it; expected it to fix my illness in the manner of a miracle – and then perhaps got angry, and despondent and depressed because it didn’t work. But I chose differently and it was that choice that has lead me, directly, to being here talking with you.
I’m going to tell you another story. When my first husband died, a lot of people helped me. On the day of his funeral we heard of a group of thieves who were breaking in to the homes of the bereaved whilst they were at the funeral. One of my sister in laws got on the phone to a friend and asked her to house sit whilst we were all out. No problems – let me just get someone to collect my son from school. I later heard that the person collecting the boy had to also change some appointments in order to help and that, of course, affected the people the appointments were with. There was a domino effect of people helping people. And those people two or three times removed, had no idea that they were, ultimately, helping with my safety and the protection of my home. They didn’t know me at all. People Helping People.
I want you to now widen your horizon and think about the people who are sending that energy to those who request it. They are everyday people with everyday problems just like you and I. People Helping People. People who are struggling themselves, and still helping other people. Wouldn’t it be nice if that could circle around and that those people giving help, could also be helped. Well they can. And this is where you come in.
Action Steps. I’m talking, of course, about action steps. We have to take them. Energy is just Energy. Think about electricity and your coffee maker. The electricity is just sitting there until you take the action step and turn the machine on. And that’s when magic happens. And what we are going to do. I want you to be the switch that allow the energy to flow. Take the action steps right where you are in YOUR community. Give some of your energy – not a spiritually energetic way but rather in a physical way – go volunteer your time and energy somewhere where it is needed. Be someone who helps someone. There are always organisations who cry out for volunteers. My own town – there is a very dedicated and small group of people who are seen everywhere – because there is need for volunteers and not enough people who are willing to share their energy.
And it’s not just helping people that needs to happen. Animals need that help. And so does our countryside. Yesterday, I was cycling home along the path that runs next to the ocean. Wedged in a low branch on one of the trees was two plastic bottles. A human had placed them there. A human that obviously couldn’t take the rubbish home them or put it in the rubbish bin that was about 20 paces away. What they thought would happen is beyond me. It blows my mind to think that humans are so lazy and dirty and uncaring. Don’t be a human that causes damage or inflicts pain. Be a human that looks after the place we live.
People helping animals. People helping our environment. People helping…….
Physically, Practically, Purposefully.
This is the first step to healing our reality.
This is the 1/66 Dual Frequency I AM Keyword Phrase in action. Let me refresh your memory:
I AMPhysical Form Perfected.
I AM Somatic and Psychic Dis-ease, Experienced and Acknowledged.
I AM Healed.
Now, have a think about that, not as “me,” the individual, but as Me: One with our species, our planet. Me: Gaia.
If we, as a Collective, as people, as a species, can’t undergo that metamorphoses, and take the action steps we need in order to change from a caterpillar to a butterfly, if we can’t make the leap into doing the physical work we need to do to make the change, well, what’s the point? Why carry on? We might as well just pack up our bags right now.
OM AkarapariNAma Anandaham
The International Koalition of Krones (IKoK) is an international group of Spiritually Awakened Wise Women whose goal is to assist the Collective in it’s continued Spiritual Awakening & Consciousness Expansion Journey during this time on Earth referred to as “The Great Awakening”
The Founder of the IKoK, Essence Ka tha’ras, is, amongst many other things, a Master Metatronic Numerologist. If you wish to explore her work, and the work of the IKoK, there are links below.
There are also You Tube and Soundcloud links to the full IKoK Chat if you wish to know more about the work we do.
Please feel free to share this blog. I only ask that you share it in it’s entirety and not just snippets. You can also share the memes on the following page: Memes and Other Stuff
As I write this, I have just opened the box of Dreams to be woven into the Carpet for Cardwell that I am weaving and my emotions are hovering somewhere between wanting to cry and allowing my heart to soar.
I am Auri’An. I am a Krone of the International Koalition of Krones, Meditation Therapist, Holistic Counsellor, Reiki Practitioner, EFT Tapping Master Practitioner, Healer (although I don’t like that word!), Energy Worker, Spiritual Awakening Guide, Dream Weaver and much more. My aim in life is to help people navigate through the tricky times in their life by showing how some basic yet valuable ‘tools’ can help them regain their equilibrium.
I live in the Far North of Queensland, in a very small town called Cardwell. This place became ‘famous’ when a super cyclone came ashore just a little bit further north in the early morning of February 3rd 2011. Super Tropical Cyclone Yasi changed not only the face of the town, but attempted to destroy the heart of the people who live there. There are still a lot of unresolved problems in the town, for example the Marina. The owners went into liquidation after Yasi and now, 10 years later it’s still not sorted out. The marina is silting up; the coast guard can’t get out to rescue people; the roads around the marina are not maintained and neither is the street lighting. The sewage situation in that area around the marina will soon become unspeakable if something isn’t resolved very soon.
It is a town where so many dreams were squashed down by the need to simply survive.
But it’s also a town of fighters. It’s a town where a small number of people work their butts off to bring tourists to our town, to raise the awareness of what a beautiful place it is. There are themed markets held right through the cooler months and we even host the ONLY UFO Festival in the Southern Hemisphere!!
Carpet for Cardwell is a project I started a few months ago as a part of one of those themed market days. I, with the assistance of anyone who wants to have a go, am taking the dreams of people who live in Cardwell, or who are just passing through, and am bringing them into reality by weaving the Energy of their dreams into a rag-rug carpet. People write their dreams and drop them into the local Heritage and Visitor Information Centre.
I’ve enjoyed crafting since I was a small child. Well – that’s not strictly true, I enjoy working out how to do various crafts and then I lose interest, and I had no reason to suspect that my desire to learn how to weave a rag rug would be any different. I bought wood and screws and nails and bright red paint and worked on my very first woodwork piece. After all you can’t weave a carpet without a loom, and why have just a plain old boring wooden loom when there is bright red paint! There was a fair bit of eyelash-batting at the local hardware store (well, actually, at my age it’s more like pulling the ‘old-dear’ card) and got heaps of help in getting the wood cut to the right size and not getting a drill bit for metal.
Once I’d made the loom and learned how to do the plain twining weaving, I was hooked. I’ve mentioned it before, I’m a Meditation Therapist and twining weaving, once you’ve got the hang of it, is extremely calming for the mind. I spent hours working on this carpet even talking to clients on the phone whilst weaving, and it was whilst I was doing this that I realised that I was weaving the energy of the conversations into the carpet. Dream Weaving and a Carpet for Cardwell was birthed. I’m now weaving my 2nd carpet (also my 15th place mat; 9th dream catcher and about a dozen mandalas made from the cardboard tubes inside toilet rolls!)
Everything is made of energy and all energy vibrates. Different things, including thoughts, vibrate at different frequencies. Have you ever had troubling thoughts running through your head, or need to do a job that you just don’t want to do? How does that feel to you? I’m pretty sure that it feels heavy. And when you are filled with happiness, when things are going your way and you feel marvellous – don’t you feel as if you could fly!! The darker, heavier energy is of a low frequency; the brighter, lighter energy is high-frequency.
Some of the Dreams I am weaving are sad. Some have a difficult path to journey on. These should feel heavy – except the people who have shared these dreams are filled with Hope – and Hope is a frequency that soars to the sky with potential.
And so, as our Carpet for Cardwell takes shape, it is filled with Joy and Laughter; with Hope and Prayers; with Goals and Dreams for the future. And in a world that often seems as if it is sinking into the murk it brings a beautiful light of Life.
May you weave your dreams into reality
Krone Auri’An
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Some of the Dreams that are being woven:
To survive cancer
To be able to travel the world, working in different forensic labs and solving murders.
I’d like to go to concerts of my favourite bands.
To live a happy life with N.W.
To find happiness with someone.
Being a fairy and flying and being a spy and detection.
To be a super hero
To get into my dream school
Happiness and Love
A life of happiness and fulfilment
A partner who listens and loves me for who I am, despite my faults.
That my grandsons will have their mum and dad for many, many years
To learn the CFX Programme. Achieve financial freedom and help others change their life as well
Unification of our towns
To see the world come together in harmony
Travel the great north and then travel Australia
Parramatta Eels to win 2021 N.R.L. Grand Final
That all Australians embrace the 60,000 year history available to us
Peace and Serenity for all the world
For everyone to be happy and content with their own lives and to be supportive to everyone
There is a lot of conversation going on about sexual abuse. It is a topic that has been swept under the carpet for millennia. There are good men in this world, so I am told, and I personally know quite a few, but men can be considered “good men” and still denigrate women. Men can abuse, rape, beat and control women and still be considered a “good man” in a world that is still dominated by Patriarchy.
It almost seems ridiculous that women in this 21st Century still need to be careful of what they wear; who cannot walk down the street after dark by themselves; who can’t take a stroll through the park; who have to let people know where they are going and call them when they get there in order to ensure their safety. We are still in a world where a woman walking down a street during the day has to deal with a minefield of avoidance – catcalls, whistles, comments, men following, walking too close, ‘accidently’ touching inappropriately. And men thinking it’s OK, women thinking it’s normal – to be expected. Normal.
We live in a culture where men blame the woman’s choice of clothes for their actions. Do men really not understand just how pitiful that argument is? Really? You guys are so unable to control your Self? I’m sorry. That one just doesn’t hold up any more. And neither do any of the other excuses.
I recently learned of sexual abuse happening very close to home. A number of women have recently told me of abuse in their lives. Emotional abuse, sexual abuse, rape. Even though I haven’t escaped this, it still rocked my world. I started to talk a little more openly about it with my friends. I don’t think I have a single woman friend who has not been abused in some manner. The official figure is that 1 in 3 women is sexually abused. That figure is a million times too high, but only covers physical sexual abuse. What about the rest? In my corner of the world – a modern First World country – every single woman I know has suffered sexual abuse of some kind. It’s just not good enough.
So what is happening on an Energetic level? Why is this coming to the surface right now? In this case, the Energy is very strong and several of my friends have been affected over the last few months. I am starting to see many, many more people finding that experiences from their past are re-surfacing. In some cases it’s experiences of their ancestors’ lives that are being discovered and affecting the the lives of those living today.
In late 2019 I was told that each individual’s Karma, of a specific Energy, was going to start to come up to be cleared and that it was essential that we started to work on this. I was told that if we ignored this call it was likely that it would be brought up-front-and-forward and unable to be avoided. This is one of those things.
What is this Karmic Imbalance that needs so desperately to be cleared? I’ve mentioned it before – it’s the 17/8 ATKI. Atlantean Technology Karmic Imbalance. This is the Energy that brought down Rome, that is building to bring down the USA. The Priesthood of Atlantis misused their power. They appropriated wealth; mis-used technology that could have brought benefit to their society; messed with human DNA….. does this sound familiar?
So how do we deal with this? We start with each individual.
So many people – especially those who call themselves Lightworkers or Starseeds – fell into the trap in the last year or so, of thinking change could happen by making a lot of noise. Much Energy was put into the world, under the guise of raising awareness, of recognising the many things that are wrong in our society. Racism and sexual abuse of all kinds are only two such topics. Anger and fear grew. Violence took to the streets.
Not Ever has violence and war and bloodshed, fear and anger, ever brought Peace to the world. If these things brought about Peace, Compassion, Love, Understanding and Acceptance we’d have been living in our Golden Age for a long time already.
Krone Auri’An
This is how change really starts. With the lone voice of a boy – a young man standing up to give a speech at his school. With a new generation quietly and effectively refusing to follow the same path as their older generation. Nothing is going to change whilst the abusive culture is still ‘acceptable,’ ‘normal.’ We need to educate our young people to see that there is a different way.
Will it happen quickly that way? No. It won’t, although we can get thereeventually if we stop making noise and trying to do it all right now. In this lifetime.
We can get there if we teach our young ones that Respect above all else is important. We can get there if we can understand and work towards a generational change. There is a reason that many indigenous cultures talk about Seven Generations. We need to work on this in a way that teaches our young ones what is not acceptable – and what is.
Please watch this speech given by a young man at one of Brisbane’s prestigious private schools. I believe he is someone worth watching.
This is how we start.
Gy’ Shé em
Krone Auri’An
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